After having a long conversation with the night patrol, I made my way back to my office. Today has been nothing but stressful with the field trip in two days, I can't really think about anything else.
Those woods are dangerous as it is, but my teacher didn't care. Saying he'd wipe the floor with anyone that fires a shot. I guess that means no gun.
I called my parents earlier having them set up a private tent for me and my sister. No way am I sharing tent with anyone else but Madison. I don't know what kind of disease theses kids are carrying in their butt to burn off my sensitive nose.
Since I got here, I've been so rapped up with work, I forgot to eat. Pulling on my mask, I called in one of my members, asking her to get a double cheese burger for me and herself with a coke.
"You look distracted" Double A said, walking into my office and closing the door behind her.
"Just having one of those days" I told her, trying to steer this conversation elsewhere. But she wasn't having that.
"No it's not, if it was you'd be punching the shit out of the punching bag. Is this about Blaze" I groaned, slamming the back of my head on the back of my chair, this girl had a knack for bring up the obvious and pushing it.
"So it is" she smirks, she and all my inner gang knew about my thing with Blaze since his first and last visit, when he found out I was Little Diva. They've never brought it up after they found out about me trying to forget when he never came back to visit.
"Yes, but it's no big deal, I'll handle it" I always do. After a while, my burger came, and I dived in. Double A realized I didn't want to talk about it and let it go. Almost.
"I know you still care about him Vell, so please stop pushing him away, he's already hurting from not seeing you, just hear him out" she said softly after a long deadly silence. I sighed whipping the ketchup stain off my leather jacket.
"What do you mean hurting" I ask sadly, dropping the napkin in my small office bin.
"I went over to his new warehouse, and he wasn't his usual jokey self. He told me what happened at your school and I could tell who ever that guy is Blaze is going to kill him. He still loves you Vell just give him a chance for our sake, and yours" she said sadly, "An if I'm correct, you two are still dating since you never broke up" my eyes widen at her last few words.
"Blue head say what now" I sas playfully, ish.
"Talk to him" she chuckles, standing and walking out of my office.
I sighed, thinking over what she said. Even if I wanted to give Blaze a chance I can't, I'm with Ace and I can't hurt him in that way. I can't, and I can't be with two guys.
But I already am since Blaze and I never broke up. But I can't do this to them, maybe this little get away will help me bond with Ace.
I'm just trying to forget, forget the past. The weird thing is. I don't think I want to forget. If it wasn't for Blaze I wouldn't be the leader of the most wanted gang in now six countries. This was what made me happy, being in charge, having people look up to me and watching the weak fall.
He helped me with everything, on getting all the girls in on this and starting all my shipment deals. I owe a lot to him, and I don't want to forget what he did for me including teaching me about guns and so much more.
He was there for me then, but I'm not sure about now. I do need to talk to him about this, straighten things out between us. An it'll help me clear up a few things with him.
Snapping back to reality at the sound of my phone ringing, I picked it from my bag, checking the ID caller.
"What does he want" I mumble, seeing that the call was from Jason, I'd ask how he got my number, but it would be an useless since I don't know how his got in my phone.
"Hello" I answered, leaning back on my chair.
"Hey, Ace wanted to ask if your up for a party tonight" he ask.
"I'm kinda busy helping out my dad tonight maybe another night" I lied, rocking back on my chair. As if right on cue SIA, KB and Scarlet enters.
"That was uncool Madi, you could of given me a black eye" SIA whines, plopping down on the couch.
"Yeah so who's that" Jason ask.
"Sorry.... I told you to pay attention to me not Marco, you realised the bag and almost get push in the face" Scarlet protest, sitting in front my desk with KB.
"Just my sister and her friend" I lied.
"Who's that" SIA ask, turning her attention to me, then continued "and I wasn't paying attention to Marco, he was paying attention to me" she said flipping her blonde hair over her shoulder.
"So, just come on, invite them too, the more the merrier" Jason chimes.
"Don't force the brats to come" I heard Candy huff in the background.
"Of course he was, he was paying attention to you fixing the Hoff's in your bra" KB explains, causing me and Scarlet to laugh and SIA huffs.
"I'll talk to you later Jason, I'm kinda busy" I said, hanging up the phone not waiting for a respond.
"What are you busy with" SIA ask, trying to turn the attention from her.
"Not fixing the Hoff's in my bra that's for sure" I chuckle, she pouts, scarlet and KB laughs.
"What was Jason calling for anyway" scarlet ask, after her laughs subsided.
"To attend some party with him and the others" I explain, twirling my chair.
"I could do for a party" SIA chimes, fixing her fur coat.
"To show more guys your-"
"Okay I get it, get off my case would you" SIA said interrupting KB.
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The Good Girls Secret (COMPLETE) Editing
Teen Fiction(Secret series #1) Meet Valeria Lockhart, the good girl that has it all. At school she's the nerd. "Pick it up vilora" she hisses, pushing my head back. At home she's the good girl. "How was school g...
