First my day was exciting, with the race. Then it turns to shit, after seeing him again. Now I'm sitting in the game room with my two older brothers and my twin sister with Lila out of mine and out of sight.
Yes I have older brothers, same mother different father but I love them to death. They've lived with us since mom was married. She changed their last name to Lockhart even though the boys were against. That's until Madison and I asked them to.
Their two years older than us, we all got our mothers hair and eye. People take us for quadruplets because we're the same height and we all look alike.
The boys left when Madison and I were ten due to their anger. Mom sent them to anger management camp for five years, when they left they where seventeen and started college right after.
"So how's everything" Chad ask, looking over at me then back at the TV continuing his game.
"Yeah, we heard about the whole Blazer thing" Tad says, looking at me.
"How'd you hear" I ask a bit confused. Unlike most of the guys I know, my brother's loved Blaze the most. Blazer was the nickname they gave him for a reason I still don't know.
"Blazer told us when we meet him in Monte Carlo on our one week vacation" said Chad.
"They don't give vacations at camp" Madison said.
"I know, we broke out, now don't change the subject" Chad grins.
"We'll its a long story" I sighed.
"We have all night, and we're here to stay" Tad smile.
I sighed, walking over to the cupboard taking out a bag of peanut. Plopping back down on the gamer chair.
"OK" I shrug, an explained everything to them, about Blaze leaving, me being with Ace which made them lose it. About Blaze and I getting back together but I am still with Ace, an that Ace was jealous of Blaze and doesn't know about me and Blaze.
"Okay, one. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK VAL. an second, I hate this Ace guy" Chad blurt, a bit angry about the whole Ace thing.
"I'm going to beat his ass, how could he try to tear Valaze apart" Tad hiss, okay maybe not a bit upset. My brothers were the over protective type, I remember Tad beating the shit out of this kid for stealing my biscuit in kindergarten. I think that kid was Tyreek.
"I'll deal with it just please don't kill him" I said trying my best to pleaded, not that they'll listen.
"OK, fine. But he steps out of line an says anything bad about Blazer are act up with you, I'll personally end him" Chad hiss.
"Me included. Now enough about that pest, I heard about this gang called Little Divas, is it true" Tad smirk, putting down his controller and grabbed my peanut. Ignoring my protest he turns to Madison for an answer.
"Yeah, their the number one gang in, now eleven countries" she explains, munching on a bag of chips. Like Madi, Tad was the one to love their belly more than most people, it's common in twins. Like if you pinch me, Madison's skin tingle where I got the pinched. It's just a weird connection with twins, we can sometimes sense when our twin is worried, like today in McDonalds, she knew something was wrong before the guys mentioned it.
"So we've heard, an knowing you two, your either in the gang are know people in it" Chad smirk.
"Your point" I ask, not liking where this is going.
"We want in" they said, Madi and I exchanged looks before looking back at them as if they've grown an extra head. Which in hindsight would probably be better than this. I already have one family member in this other than Madison, now I have to be on my toes about his safety. If the boys join, I'll get too over protective of them like I am with Madison and Reo.
I hate having my family involved in this, now two more wants in. I love my brothers and I want to protect them from this life the same way they protected us from bully's. I can't have them running around with guns, are involved with these things.
"No way" we said, shaking our heads at them, I know Madi was thinking the same thing, she loves them as much as I do.
"We don't care what you girls think, we're joining" Tad said, standing to leave.
"We love you both, but we want to do this. I know Reo's in the gang, we'll ask him. Good night baby girls" Chad sighs, they both kiss us on our forehead before leaving. Once I was sure they were gone I turned to Madi with a worried expression.
"I know, I want to protect them too, but you know they won't listen to us" she sighs, resting her head in my lap. Stroking her hair I couldn't help but think she's right. They'll never listen to us no matter how hard we try. They might love us but once their mines set, they listen to no one.
"We'll find a way, we can't protect them as much as we do Reo. I can't lose another, if I do I'll lose it" I said sadly, remembering what happened to Marisol.
"I know, me neither, I can't handle another lose" she sobs softly.
I've had a rough past, living though past loved ones, dying due to gang war. That's why I made my own. To keep them safe. I can't have them running into danger.
We sat there for a while in silence. Hoping to get an answer to our problem. A knock at the door pull me from my sleep, looking down at the sleeping Madi in my lap.
"Yes" I called, soon after my mother came in. Wearing a simple white gown, her platinum hair tied down.
"How are you my dear" she smiles, taking a seat beside me, crossing her legs.
"I'm fine mom, where's dad" I ask, stroking Madi's hair.
"He's taken that Lila girl out" she sighs.
"He seems more interested in her than us, he's never taken us anywhere are made time for us" I shrug.
"I know, we'll get use to his behavior soon. Did you meet the boys" she ask, running her finger through Madi's hair.
"Yes, it's great that they're back, we really missed them. But we worry about then" I sighs, resting back on the chair.
"How so"
"The choices they're making"
"Is this about them wanting to be apart of the Little Divas" I nod "well sweetie, I understand your concern" no you don't, you don't understand wanting to protect the people that's been protecting you since birth, who's been there for you for years. No matter how far that person is, your their first priority.
"But think about what they want, they've done a lot for us, and nothing for themselves. We were their first priority, now more than ever they want our support, the least we can do is support them no matter how much it hurts"
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