The Good Girls Secret (COMPLETE) Editing

26- tell him

           Three more days, this weekend is going to disappear in three days. I can't wait to be in the comfort of my own bed, without the site of Candy in the morning.

         Unlike pizza face, I like to wake up naturally without avocado on my face. I didn't even know avocado went well with pizza.

        Feeling a strong arm wrapped around me, a familiar spicy scent. I groan, wrapping my arms around the figure, my head resting the it's muscular chest.  
 
         Feeling the arms pulling me closer, groaning, my eyes shot open. Why am i not lying on my bed???

        "Stop squirming cupcake" I heard the figure groan, looking up I was greeted by a peaceful Blaze fast asleep. I smile, but then it hit me. My smile faded. How'd he get here, and how am I on top of him??   

          "Blaze" I whisper, poking the bridge of his nose. He groan, turning his head away from me.

           I sighed, pushing myself up but to no avail. His grip tighten around me. Poking his cheek, he groan.

         "Stop poking me don't you have a pokey, poke that and not my face" he groans, cringing his nose, cute.

        Remembering what he said, i gasp, pinching his on the arm.

       "Ouch, hey" he whines, rubbing the sleep from his eyes.

       "Did you just tell me to poke my pokey" I frown.

         "Well, daah. You'll think twice next time before poking someone awake" he smiles, kissing my forehead.

        I sighed, picking up my phone to check the time. It was ten in the morning, what the fuck!!! Why didn't Madison are Bliss wake me. Those brats.

       Loosing his grip around my waist, I made my way over to the wardrobe. Pulling out my duffle bag, I picked out a blue jeans and a blue and white sleeveless top. Tying up my somewhat messy hair, I grabbed my toiletry. Turning back to Mr hot and buff pulling on his jeans.

         "What about we head over to the private stream and freshen up" he smile, grabbing his shirt off the igloo.

         I nod, picking out my red lingerie and stepped out of the tent. Looking around to see everyone going about their business. No more games I guess. Spotting Ace and Jason running around the camp with one of the girls bra, I shook my head and walked off.

        "Hey Val" I heard Ace call out. I turned to see him and Jason walking over to me, with a angry Lexis walking behind them.

        "Can we talk, it's about what happened the other day" he began.

        "Yeah Val, who's Blaze and why were you wearing his shirt" Jason demanded, I rolled my eyes. I can't deal with this so early in the morning.

       "Not now I-" before I could finish was way cut off by the one and only.

       "What's it too ya" Blaze hiss, competing in a glaring contest with Ace and Jason.

         "Dude fuck off, I'm trying to talk to my girl. Wait!!! Aren't you that guy from the party" Ace growl.

        "Yeah the same one that beat your sorry ass" Blaze smirk, taking me by the hand and pulled me away before I had time to argue.

          Ace was the one he fought with, why? What? I thought about it that night but I think...... You know what, leave boys to be boys they'll never fucking change.

        I don't know much about Ace, but so far he hasn't forced me to do anything. He's actually kinda sweet, sure he doesn't spend time with me but he's nice and calm when he does. An I swear he tries anything with me I'll kick him where the sun doesn't shine. Blaze was another story. Ruthless, reckless, cocky at times, arrogant, sweet ish. Blaze is Blaze, the one rich bad boy your heart melts for.

         Ace might try to act bad, but he's no Blaze. Blaze was born this way, for some arrogant reason of his dad. Becoming a gang leader at seventeen when his father died, learning to lock out all emotions from an early age, that's just him. So him beating the shit out of someone is not surprising, maybe if I was a good girl like poison to be this would affect me. But for a girl who's shoved screwdrivers down people's throat and shot people with no mercy, no faze.

            Feeling Blazes grip loosen, I gazed up at him.

           "I had my reasons to-" I held my hands up, stopping him mid sentence

          "I really don't care" I shook my head, pulling off my cloth and dived into the water. Blaze joining not long after.

         "Look, Val. I can't take seeing you with him, when are you going to tell him" he ask, walking over to me. The water wasn't deep, it reached little above my breast and for Blaze it was chest level.

         "I don't know, soon I just need time" I sighed, resting my head on his chest once he was close.

         "You need to stop leading him along V, the longer you take to tell him the more it'll hurt" he shrugs wrapping his hand around my waist, kissing my temples.

        "It's too late anyways, he's in love with me as he says" I felt him tense at first, then relaxed.

         "How long have you been together" he ask calmly, I can tell by his tone of voice, he was trying not the burst.

          "Almost a week" I stated.

           "An he's in love" I nod, "That fucker is crazy. It took me months to feel the way I do about you, your my everything V. You know that right"

         "I know B" I answered.

          "Do you feel that way about him"

          "I don't know how I feel B, I mean, I like him, as a friend but not to the extent of love, I just don't want to hurt him" I sigh, running my fingers through my hair pulling out the tie.

          "You need to tell him, the longer the worse V, an if he finds out from some else it's going to not just hurt him, but break him" he said, as much I hate to admit it he's right.

        The more I lead Ace on the more he's going to fall, and the more he's going to hurt. I don't want to hurt him. But this has to end.  

        Rip off the bandage, it'll be easier.

       Then it'll hurt him.

        He will get hurt either way. He's your in-his-head-boyfriend, and your cheating on him with your lover and he's in love with you.

       Okay she has a point, but it's kinda crazy when you put it like that.

       But it's the truth and the truth hurts.

       An lies suck.

       Exactly, so be truthful, and do what you did to your virtual boyfriend, tell him your not into him.

       Okay one, I thought we agree on not mentioning my virtual boyfriend again, and two I'm not doing that.

       Okay, one you agreed to that not me, and two, do as you please it's your funeral, I'll just watch from the top of the casket.

        Bitch shut it, I'll find another way, a less painful way to tell him.

        "I'll tell him, soon, I promise" I shrugged, peeking him on the lips. He smiled, closing the gap between us, kissing me passionately. Leading to a heated make out session.