I lost, I lost, I lost big time.
For hours I've been frozen with fear. The fear that I'm lost, that I'm weak. I made a promise, and I failed that promise. I should of been there, I should of stopped this are he wouldn't have.....
I'm the leader of this pack and I need to show my wrath. I'm nothing if I stand around doing nothing. They will pay for what they did, they will pay with their lives.
"Val, baby, please say something anything. Baby please, your scaring me" Blaze beg, tears running down his cheeks.
"Val, come on, what's wrong" Madi ask worriedly.
"He's-" I managed to choke up, trying to fight the tears.
"He, he who, Val" Sia ask, trying to step forward. I felt my body falling, strong arms wrap around my waist in support.
"VAL!!!" everyone exclaim. I was being pulled into a hard chest, and carried bridal style to my bedroom and laid on the bed. My head resting on Blazes lap.
"Val, please say something" Madison begged worriedly, sitting beside me.
"Val, come on what's wrong" Bliss ask, rubbing my arm.
I can't find the words, I can't find the strength. This has to be a dream, please let this be a dream.
They kept rambling on and on. Which was becoming annoying, I wanted to shout them up but that's out of my hand. I was pulled from my thoughts when everyone's phone went off. Looking through their phone Madi was the first to break down.
"REO" she yells/cry, tears streaming down her face before passing out. My tears finally rolled down my cheek. I felt Blaze pull me up holding my upper half like a new born, kissing my forehead.
"Cupcake, I'm so sorry" he sniff, rocking me back and forth. At that moment everyone broke down, an I mean everyone. This broke us.
"Why him" I mumble to myself in tears. Why did it have to be him, why did they have wanted him. What did he do to deserve this, I can't think of a reason. He was a great guy, kept to himself but did his work. He was loved by everyone, even Mia.
"Oh my god" I said, everyone's head snapping towards me, except Madi who was still unconscious in Chads arm.
"What's wrong" Tad ask, wiping away his tears.
"My poor baby. What's going to happen to Mia" I whimper, everyone's eyes widen.
"Oh my god" Sia said, clapping her hands over her mouth.
"Poor Mia" Angel whimper, falling to her knees. We cried for hours, still trying to process what happened.
I ended up crying myself to sleep that night, in Blazes arms. The next morning I woke up, I couldn't move, its like I was paralyzed. My cheeks stained with tears, my mind wondering here and there. I spent the whole day in bed, rejecting any sort of food are drinks that anyone offers.
It's now twelve midnight and everyone was fast asleep. My eyes were wide open staring at the ceiling for no apparent reason. I glanced over at Blaze who was fast asleep with tear stained cheeks. Blaze and Reo were like brothers, their always together, always traveling together. They had a stronger bond than any of us, though they weren't blood related, they were soul brothers.
Rolling out of bed, I shivered on contact with the cold floor. Making my way to the bathroom. Looking in the mirror, I shrug. Peeling out of my cloth an took a shower. Walking out of the shower butt naked, as if I care, walking into the closet. Putting on a black lace lingerie, black cotton shorts, black crop top and combat boots Picking the remote from the counter, I putting in the combination five, two, four and watched as the secret room door open.
Revealing a weapons room. Picking out four blade, I slide them into their case and hide them on me. I soon picked out three pistols, checked the safety and slide one in each boot and the other in the back of my shorts. Calling the door, I picked up my coat and mask, in case and made my way back to the bed.
Kissing Blazes cheek before grabbing my keys and left to where ever my mind leads me.
I ended up in a park an hour away from the house. Stepping out of the car, I pulled on my mask. Walking around the park for what felt like hours. Somehow I ended up at peer, with a peaceful view of the night sky.
"Why Reo" I said, trying to keep my tears at bay.
Taking a seat on the end of the board walk, I looked down at my reflection in the water, hoping to turn back the hands of time.
"I've lost it all, I made a promise to you, that I'll keep Mia safe, an that I'll do. I broke my promise once, I'll never break this one" I said, biting into my lower lip, screwing my eyes shout. Hoping I'd wake up from what ever coma I'm in and see that he's OK. I love the fact I'm engaged to the man I love, but losing someone that's as close as that, is heart breaking.
But this will not be in vain, I will get what I want, I don't care who I have to kill I will get him justice. I will put him to rest, I will not stop until whoever did and planned this is a hundred foot under, along with their entire gang.
The streets will run red till I get the justice Reo deserves. I will have my city back, freed of whatever pest and freeloaders that roam my streets.
"As long as my name is Valeria Julianna Maria Lockhart, I will get revenge for you Reo Alden Lockhart, I will kill and bury who so ever was involved with this, I swear on my life" I hiss/whisper, this is a promise. Once I touch down in California, this means War.
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