The Good Girls Secret (COMPLETE) Editing

10- I'll try

       After what happened, I've been burying myself in work ever since. Two days have past since I saw him. Each night I'd have a dream of our past, each worse than the last. I'd either wake up screaming, are breathing heavily. Since it was the weekend and our parents were out of town, I didn't have to worry about them when I leave in the mornings for the warehouse.

       I'd train in the gym, then watch the guys do their test, then I'd look over shipments, and documents.

       So far I've haven't gotten over what happened, but all hopes for me.

       It's four in the morning. I haven't slept well all weekend, so I decided not to sleep this time. I'm still at the warehouse, sorting through a few files on the next shipment of rum.

       Madison was passed out on the couch, since she's been up the whole weekend calming me. I really feel bad for doing that to her. I sighed, walking over to the wall safe, placing the documents back and closing it.

         Making my way to the gym, putting on my mask. Stepping on the treadmill, starting at a slow pace.

      "Early morning" I heard KB exclaim from the other side of the room.

       "Couldn't sleep" I told him, speeding up the machine.

       "Is this about Blaze being back" he ask, walking over to me. I nod, he shrugs.

        "You know you can't keep doing this, it's not going to help much. Have you tried even talking to him"

         "No, I'm trying to move on, not step back" I huffed, now running.

        "If you try moving on like this, your just going to kill yourself in the end. An talking to him won't let you go back, it might help you debate on what your heart wants, and you'll get closure on your answers" he explains, my eyes widen at what he just said. In many ways he has a point.

      But hearing that from KB was just playing weird. Maybe I am dreaming. But he was right, I needed answer, I need closure. To do that I need to see him.

       "Thanks Doctor fill, by the way when did you get so smart mouthed" I ask, stopping the treadmill.

        "I have my times" he said, following me to the punching bag.

        "Damn right" I mumble, strapping on my boxing gloves. Taking my stands as he held the bag.

      "How's the test going" I ask, taking my first punch.

       "Okay, Derrick and Nathan is out, leaving Damian, Jason and Ace" he said, jerking back as my fist made contact with the bag.

       "Good, for the final two, I need to meet with them, I might give them their final test" I told him, he nods, tightening his hold on the bag.

       After my work out, I woke Madison and went home to get ready for school. After slipping on a gray Jagger's and pink baggy shirt, I grab my bag and keys, and made my way to the car.

        Seeing the same Audi from Friday I roll my eyes, throwing my bag in the car and walked towards the car. Knocking on the window three times, before it rolls down.

       The blonde in the driver's seat and the brown haired one on the same side as me.

       "Yes beautiful" the brown haired one chimes, flashing a bright smile.

       Not giving shit about his friend watching me. I grabbed him by his neck pulling him towards me.

        "You keep on following me and my bumper will be the last fucking thing you see, do I make myself clear" I hiss, tightening my grip around his neck. He nods repeatedly, his friends eyes widen at my action. I smirk, causing them to gulp.

       "Good, now if you'll excuse me" I said, giving his neck one more tight squeeze before releasing him, he gasp for air and I made my way back to my car and drove off.

        "What was that about" Madison ask, munching on a bag of potato chips. I shrugged, speeding off.

        "Don't worry about it" I told her, slowing down as I near the school.

         Pulling up in my parking spot, turning off the car engine. As I was about to open the door, it opens. Looking up, I saw Ace smiling down at me. I sighed, mustering a small smile. Stepping out, I said a simple thank you. Turning on the alarm, and made my way into school.

        "Hey, can I ask you something" Ace said, walking along side me. I nod, and he continues. "Will you be my girlfriend"

       Wait!!! What!!!!

       Stopping in my tracks, I turned on my heels facing him with a blank expression.

      Since Friday it seems like I can't wake up from this weird dream I'm having, maybe I'm still in bed turning. But maybe this is my ticket to move on, to forget. I don't like Ace in that way, but I'm sure I'll get to like him. Maybe after sometime I'll warm up to him.

     I nod "Sure" smiling at him, "I better get to class" I said, but before I could do so he pulled me into a warm embrace.

       "I'll take you" he whispers pulling away and taking my bag and my hand, intertwining our fingers. I could heard girls gasping as he pulls my down the hall. I received glares from almost all the girls we past and when I say almost I mean all.

      Since we had the same class, he technically dragged me into the class. I was relieved when he let go. So I made my way to my seat.
  
        "What was that about" Madison ask, taking her bag from Nathan, who was distracted by a peppy blonde walking past us. I'd ask where she's going since we're at the back of the class, but she was so distracted by him she collided into the bookshelf.

         Everyone that saw burst into a fit of laughter, including Nathan. I felt sorry for her, but that didn't keep me from laughing.

        "It's always a pleasure to see you laugh, cupcake" hearing a husky voice, I froze at the nickname, knowing it can be only one person, I screwed my eyes shout, hoping this wasn't one of those nightmares. Feeling a tingle in my left cheek, as his hand made contact with my skin.

        He still had that effect on me. Why???