A sanctuary of thoughts

A letter I never thought I would write

Your touch,
Your eyes,
Your dreams,
Your quirks,
Your laughter,
You,
I miss everything, I miss you,
Can you lose someone, something that was never meant to be yours?
I've lost that someone, it's you,
And I'm lost too,
On a road that leads to you,
But every turn I take leads me farther away from you,
Without you, my pain stabs me,
Your warmth, I can still feel it,
When I sit in front of the dying bonfire,
I'm walking around with leaves falling around me,
Swept away with the wind, not knowing where they are headed,
My town is full of houses I built for us,
My battle ended up with me fighting against myself,
For you, I've taken arrows to my heart and to my soul,
My full moon, my stars, every dream is falling from the sky,
Every word I write spills from my notebook,
They escape just so that they can meet you,
Im only half a human, with a broken heart trying to heal something far from repair,
Can tears burn your skin as much as they burn your eyes?
Can love that heals, hurt you so much that life seems like an oblivion with no one in it but you,