A sanctuary of thoughts

Shadow of red

Walking in the rain with my heels in my hands,
Soaking wet, a shadow of red, who no one understands,
There's clatter of noises, shining pearl teeth,
Shivers down my body, no one can see the rogue that lies beneath,
Smiles are a day dream I cannot afford,
Drawing faces on windows, and seeing the drops that poured,
From my eyes and from the clouds,
Faking a cold, just to avoid the questions of the crowds,
Solitude, is my only friend, she taught me to cut unwanted strings,
I have become a creature for whom feelings are just waste things,
Parties and happy people don't please me anymore,
I have a broken soul, I lost everything that I've ever loved before,
Now, I just walk among screens that keep on moving,
Locked myself in my room, emotionless and not worth loving.