yugyeom and jackson visited everyday. jaebum or jinyoung went with them.
the doctor told them that talking to him or holding his hand many help him recover. they said it would probably be a few weeks.
"we had a test in math today. i think i did okay," yugyeom spoke through tears, gripping onto bambam's hand. "i took notes for you. even though you wouldn't usually take them from me anyway. i got a new notebook just for your notes. jackson is getting us drinks. he had to leave the room because the nurse needed more space to check on you."
"yugyeom," jaebum said as jackson came back. he quickly set the drinks down as yugyeom let go of bambam's hand and stood up.
"hi, bam." jackson held bambam's hand with both of his. he held it up to his face and kissed it. "i love you. this is the first time i'm saying i love you and you can't even say it back. you'd probably blush. i know i'm looking right at you but i miss you. you still look so pretty. it shouldn't even be possible for someone to be as pretty as you."
"jackson, it's getting late. do you want to leave?" jaebum asked, grabbing his keys and making sure yugyeom had his jacket.
"no. it's friday. i'll stay here tonight. pick me up tomorrow."
"i'll be here at 11. youngjae will probably come." jackson nodded. as he listened, his eyes never left bambam.
"bye, jackson. bye, bambam," yugyeom said quietly, leaving the room behind jaebum and shutting the door.
"should i go to sleep?" jackson asked. "i've been pretty tired lately."
jackson, sat in the chair next to bambam's bed, continued to hold his hand as he watched the tv with tears in his eyes.
a nurse came to check on bambam one more time for the night. she talked to jackson a bit.
"how do you know him?"
"he's my boyfriend."
"he's lucky to have you. have a good night." she left. jackson hated the pointless coversations they tried to have with him. but he'd be polite none the less.
jackson fell asleep in the chair with only a pillow and his hand holding bambam's.
he woke up when his friends got there. jaebum, youngjae, and yugyeom walked into the room at 10:46.
they spoke to bambam a bit but they knew jackson needed to leave.
"jackson, let's go. we're going to get food."
jackson stood up, kissed bambam's forehead, and grabbed his jacket.
"i love you, bambam." jackson followed his friends out of the room, looking back at bambam one more time.
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sad || jackbam
Fanfictionbambam always smiled. bambam always laughed. bambam always messed around. *trigger warning. mention of overdose and attempted suicide*