sad || jackbam

10

"i'm going to visit my family."

"i'll come with you."

"you have work. and you just started at this place. you can't take that many days off."

jackson knew bambam needed to see his family but he didn't want to be without him.

"hm you can go under one condition. you have to stay here so i can cuddle you all night long." jackson pulled bambam closer to him. "can i have a kiss?"

bambam nodded and leaned up a bit to kiss jackson's jaw and pushed himself up again to kiss his lips.

"you should text your host mom," jackson told bambam. bambam hummed in response but kept kissing jackson who was in no way complaining about it.

jackson loved bambam's kisses. they were usually soft and had such a strong feeling behind them. he had been bambam's first kiss and he hadn't changed much.

"you're so beautiful, bammie," jackson mumbled against bambam's lips, his fingers running through bambam's hair. "i'm so lucky."

bambam's hands held onto jackson's biceps but jackson didn't like how they were laying so he sat up and pulled bambam onto his lap.

bambam was comfortable until jackson's hands found their way under bambam's shirt and up to his chest. bambam whined but moved jackson's hands.

"sorry, baby." jackson pulled away and kissed bambam's forehead.

sometimes bambam felt bad for not wanting to have sex but he was nervous. he felt like a nuisance to jackson, not knowing jackson couldn't care less about having sex if bambam wasn't comfortable.

bambam slumped down and hugged jackson, resting his head on his shoulder. jackson hugged him back, rubbing bambam's back softly, lulling him to sleep.

"want to go to bed, babe?" bambam nodded so jackson moved bambam to lay next to him. they'd already brushed their teeth so he wasn't worried about that and bambam had taken off his makeup and washed his face.

jackson turned on music and sang quietly as bambam fell asleep. bambam loved when jackson sang because his deep voice sounded so amazing when he sang.

jackson looked at bambam as he slept. he couldn't believe he was dating bambam. he felt like the most lucky man in the world.