sad || jackbam

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"baby, it's okay." jackson couldn't anything but hold bambam and let him cry.

"i hadn't seen her in 3 months," bambam cried, gripping onto jackson's shirt. jackson rubbed his back and tried to comfort him as much as he could.

"she knows you love her, bammie. i promise she knows and she is so sad to see you upset right now."

bambam's family dog has just passed away. he was very upset that he hadn't seen her in months and was afraid that she was sad because she hadn't seen him for 3 months.

and that's how they ended up on jackson's bed watching all dogs go to heaven. and then all dogs go to heaven 2.

"it'll will be okay, bammie." bambam was sitting between jackson's legs, the back on his head on jackson's chest. jackson had his arms wrapped around the younger boy, holding his tightly against him.

bambam sniffled and kept watching the movie. his eyes kept drooping though and his head would fall. but when it feel it woke him up.

he ended up falling asleep. it was late and he was sleepy from crying. jackson felt bad. his dog wasn't the only reason he was upset. it was his grandpa's birthday the next day.

bambam was upset but he also felt bad for his mom and siblings. his brothers could remember their grandpa. and of course his mom. that was her dad.

the next day, bambam skyped his mom for nearly two hours.

"i'm so happy i didn't lose you too, bambam," she said which made him burst into tears.

"i'm so sorry, mama. i didn't even think about you when i did that. i'm a bad son."

"no you're not, bambam. i love you. your grandpa loves you. your siblings love you. jackson loves you."

but bambam couldn't quit crying. he was too overwhelmed. the moment he stopped crying over one thing, the next upsetting thing popped into his head.

"i love you, bambam. go be with jackson."

"i love you, mama." his mom hung up and bambam slowly walked into the living room and sat right next to jackson, cuddling up to him with tears streaming down his face.

jackson told him silly jokes to make him smile for a second but that was all he got from bambam.

"everything will be okay."

but bambam could help but feel that he would have the guilt of trying to kill himself forever.