sad || jackbam

7

it was 3 more weeks after bambam woke up to be able to leave the hospital. it stressed jackson out that bambam was going back to school but after bambam's host parents and jackson spoke to bambam's teachers, they said they wouldn't make it a big deal and they would help him.

"i saw you everyday but i missed you so much." jackson and bambam were on jackson's bed. jackson was laying on his side so he could be even close to bambam. he played with bambam's hair as they talked. "can i ask you something, though?"

bambam nodded. he was pretty sure he knew what was coming.

"what's been going on? why did you do it? maybe i'm just a bad boyfriend and didn't notice anything."

"it's dumb. it was a bunch of small things that i was just constantly thinking about."

"like what?"

"i feel like jinyoung doesn't like me. my host fanily hates me. i feel like i annoy you. i'm too sensitive. i was just at home, thinking and decided to do it. i regret it so much, though." bambam started to cry so jackson pulled him onto him and rubbed his back. "i'm so sorry!"

"it's okay. you're okay," jackson whispered in his ear. "i love you. and yugyeom loves you. and all of our friends love you. and your family loves you because you're such an amazing person. half the people who have ever met you love you."

jackson wish he knew how to help bambam but all he could do was reassure him that he loved him.

bambam calmed down. he has his arms wrapped around jackson and his face pressed into the crook jackson's neck.

"are you sure you're okay to go back to school?" jackson was really worried. he didn't want to push bambam to go back to school so quickly.

"i'm okay to go back," bambam said. he kissed jackson's neck softly and nuzzled his nose into his neck some more.

"stay here tonight and i'll take you to school and pick you up?"

"are you sure? what time do you have work tomorrow?"

"i don't have work tomorrow. i actually got a new job so i don't work on mondays."

"are you sure you want to wake up early then?"

"if i get to see you it doesn't matter. and i'll go to the gym after i drop you off."

bambam lifted his head and kissed jackson. jackson couldn't believe how much he missed being able to kiss bambam's plump lips.

"can we take a bath?" bambam asked softly. jackson nodded and slowly sat up, moving bambam to sit next to him.

jackson and bambam had both been very happy when jackson moved and got an apartment with a good sized bath. jackson on his own liked to take baths but it was a good way for them to spend time together.

bambam sat between jackson in the bubble bath and leaned back onto his chest.

jackson washed bambam's hair for him and bambam nearly fell asleep as jackson rubbed his head to get conditioner.

bambam fell asleep pretty quickly as they just sst in the tub and jackson rubbed his arm. jackson hated that he would have to wake him up but he knew his bed would be more comfortable in the bed.