sad || jackbam

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jackson was a naturally jealous person. he always had been that way. with friends, family, and especially bambam.

he obviously didn't mind bambam with yugyeom. but sometimes with friends of bambam that jackson didn't know well, jackson got jealous.

he trusted bambam. but that's not who he was worried about. he was worried about the super flirty and touchy boys that bambam was friends with. and he knew what to look for because it was exactly how he acted around bambam before they started dating.

jackson sat down next to bambam when he got home. he put his hand on bambam's inner thigh and let it sit there while he looked at him phone. bambam didn't think anything of it as he kept talking to his friend. but his friend's tone changed. he flirted less, occasionally glancing at jackson who paid him no mind.

"oh! this is my boyfriend. i forgot you guys haven't met. jackson, this is min-sik."

"hey," jackson said shortly, barley looking up at him the guy. bambam had told jackson when they meet. they texted for most of their friendship because they met online.

"i'm gonna take a shower, baby," jackson told bambam, kissing his cheek before he stood up and left the room.

while jackson was still in the shower, bambam walked into thr bathroom which wasn't unusual. but then bambam got undressed and climbed into the shower.

"what are you doing? isn't you friend here?"

"he left. he'd already been over for hours," bambam said, rubbing the soap around jackson's chest. "i missed you. you work so much today."

"i know, baby. but we get to spend 3 days together, alright? after tomorrow it's all about us two." bambam nodded. "now come here, cutie, let me wash your hair."

all week jackson had to either work over time or cover for someone, some days both, so he'd been working longer that usual. they'd also hung out with their friends everyday of the week. jackson loved being around people but sometimes it just burnt bambam out.

so jackson decided the weekend would be just them and a nice, calm weekend.

jackson washed bambam's hair, kissing him after he rinsed the shampoo out. "i love you so much, angel."

"i love you."

since jackson refused to do anything in the shower in fear that one of them would get hurt, nothing happened. so jackson dried bambam when they got out so he could put on his pajamas and lay down after he brushed his teeth and cleaned his face.

"cutie," jackson said, staring at bambam who was snuggling up under the blanket. jackson had a towel wrapped around his waist and no shirt on.

"come lay down," bambam whined, pulling the blanket up to his chin.

"let me put some underwear on, bammie," jackson said with a chuckle. he slipped a pair of underwear on before climbing in next to bambam.

even though the apartment was a bit chilly, bambam clinging to him kept him warm. jackson rubbed bambam's to keep him warm. he could feel the goosebumps on his body since the younger had about 1% body fat that didn't keep him warm at all.

"i have to work until really late tomorrow so maybe you could go hang out with yugyeom and i can pick you up on my way home."

"why did you have to work so much this week?"

"my coworkers are all busy with kids this time of year so they're taking them on trips and stuff. but a bunch of their kids start school soon so everything will be normal."

"i really love you," bambam announced suddenly. "and i mean it everytime i say it. and i never want it to seem like i don't love you with my entire heart."

"i love you. i love you so much i don't knokw how it's humanly possible to love someone. i know you love me. and i want you to know how much i love you. i never want that to be something you think you need to worry about. you never have to worry about figuring out if i love you or not, because the answer is always yes."

jackson knew that bambam didn't like having sex after he'd just showered and he could agree, he didn't want to have to shower again in the morning. so jackson just held banbam close to him.

bambam left a few kisses on jackson's neck and collarbones before he fell asleep.

jackson didn't fall asleep right away. he laid there and just truly felt how he felt being able to hold someone as amazing as bambam in his arms every night. he didn't know what he had done in a past life to deserve him but he was going to appreciate every moment.