sad || jackbam

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bambam and yugyeom were going on an all day school trip. neither of them wanted to go but luckily that were on the same bus otherwise they would be even more upset.

"i don't want to go tomorrow," bambam whined after he threw himself into jackson's arms.

"maybe you'll have fun. don't go into it thinking it will be bad."

"do you have to have an optimistic outlook on life right now? i just want to complain."

jackson smiled and kissed the side of bambam's head. "you're silly. do you have all the stuff you need ready?"

bambam was staying over at jackson's and jackson would take bambam to school. he had to be there early to get on the bus and leave.

bambam nodded and hugged jackson, pressing his head against jackson's chest.

bambam usually had to be at school at 8, but he was at school at 6. well he was there a little early and they had to stand inside to wait so jackson went with him to wait.

it was cold so jackson was rubbing bambam's arms to keep him warm as bambam talked to some some he only sort of knew.

"this is my boyfriend jackson. he used to go here," bambam told the guy who's name he didn't actually remember. he felt weird having jackson right behind him but not acknowledging him.

"i should go, angel. i wanna go to the gym before work." bambam nodded and jackson started to take off his hoodie. "you can wear this since you forgot to bring one."

bambam started to put the hoodie over his pink sweater which was already over a grey turtle neck.

"thank you. i love you."

"text me when you're close to being back here tonight so i know when to pick you up. i love you, baby." jackson kissed bambam's cheek as he put the hoodie over his head. and then he grabbed the sides of the hood, covering their faces so their kiss wasn't visible to others.

jackson rubbed bambam's head before leaving to his truck.

"you and your boyfriend are really cute together," a girl told bambam.

"oh. thank you!" bambam said happily. he loved when people thought he and jackson were cute.

yugyeom snuck up behind bambam and shouted, making bambam jump and shriek a little.

"yuggie!" bambam hit yugyeom, not to hurt him, just soft hits on his chest.

"ready for this awful trip?"

"of course..." bambam said less than enthusiastically.

"was jackson here? i thought i saw his truck leaving."

"yeah. he stayed for a little bit but left to go to go to the gym before work. i stayed at his last night."

"i wanted to stay at jinyoung's but my parents said i couldn't since i had to wake up early today."

"my host family was happy since they didn't have get up to bring me."

the bus finally got there. bambam and yugyeom sat next to each other. the bus rude was 4 hours. the boys fell asleep with their arms linked together so they didn't fall.

a few of their classmates sitting around them took pictures of them. one had jackson's instagram and sent it to him along with another who sent it to jinyoung, assuming there was something going on between the two.

but jackson really liked the picture. jinyoung didn't see it right away because he still asleep but when he did, he loved it and sent it to jackson because he knew he'd also like it.

'one of their classmates sent this to me. i think they thought i'd be mad but it's really cute'. jackson agreed with jinyoung and saved the picture because it was from a different angle.

they got to the museum and could go off as long as they had at least one other person with them. it was a huge museum so they were given 4 hours there. then they were going to another museum for 3 hours.

by the end of the first museum, bambam was very tired. they'd walked a lot and he felt like he could fall asleep the moment he sat down.

"there's a coffee place down there." they went to the small coffee place in the museum down a floor. bambam bought them coffee and they kept walking around, the only way either of them could stay awake.

the second museum was less boring but wasn't that much better.

by the time they got back on the bus to leave, they were tired but not a sleeping tired. they got to stop to eat but that was only 20 minutes. bambam and yugyeom got starbucks before getting on the bus.

"is jinyoung picking you up from school when we get back?"

yugyeom nodded. "yeah. we're going on a date tomorrow. he said it's going to be really good. can i ask you something?"

everyone else was either asleep, having their own conversations, or had ear buds in. he wasn't worried about anyone hearing them. bambam said of course and was just a little nervous about what yugyeom would ask.

"when you and jackson had sex for the first time did it hurt?"

"you and jinyoung haven't had sex?" bambam really had thought that they'd have sex before. he though they had in the beginning of them dating.

"i mean, we've done things but never actual sex."

"it did at first, you know? but as long as you guys prep and everything it feels good. jinyoung has had sex with a guy before, right?" yugyeom nodded. "or even talk to jaebum and youngjae. they've been having sex longer than me and jackson."

"i'll talk to them. it's kind of weird to talk about on a full bus."

bambam was still shy about talking about sex even with jackson sometimes. and he'd have no probably talking to yugyeom about it if they weren't on a bus full of their classmates. yugyeom was the first person he'd told after bambam and jackson had sex for the 1st time.

they texted their respective boyfriend's that they were close to the school. they were waiting for just a few minutes by the time they got to the school. jinyoung and jackson got there at almost the exact same time. bambam ran to jackson, pressing his lips to jackson's firmly.

"you look way too cute in my hoodie," jackson told him once they pulled away.

"i missed you." bambam didn't let go of jackson. "i love you so much."

jinyoung and youngjae walked over to them, jinyoung pulled bambam from jackson to give him a hug and yugyeom hugged jackson.

"me and bambam were talking about sex, he might be needy," yugyeom whispered to jackson.

bambam and yugyeom hugged before they left. bambam held jackson's hand and held onto his arm as they walked to the truck.

"yugyeom said you guys were talking about sex?"

"maybe..." bambam said, letting go of his hand to get into the truck. jackson did too and leaned over to be closer to bambam's face.

"so would you rather not just talk about it?" he asked, moving forward to kiss bambam but not for long. bambam whined when jackson pulled away and started his truck. "wait till we get home, baby."

they got to the apartment and jackson just held bambam's hand until they got into the apartment. he lifted bambam up and carried him to his room, beginning kissing his neck and jaw the moment they closed the door.