sad || jackbam

21

bambam had spent christmas morning at his host family's house and jackson picked him up around 2, saying merry christmas to the older couple before making sure bambam had his coat zipped up. he was still in his pajamas as he waddled out to jackson's truck, making sure to not get the bottom of his pant legs in the snow.

bambam put his gift for jackson on the floor of the truck and covered it with the blanket he had brought with him.

"let's go! i want to give you your gift!" bambam said as he bounced in his seat. jackson smiled and left, of course leaning over to give bambam a kiss first.

they sat on jackson's couch, holding their gifts for each other. bambam was smiling brightly as he handed jackson the box that was obviously a large shoe box.

it was the shoes he'd been wanting since him and bambam had seen them at the mall about 3 months prior.

"thank you so much, bammie." he set the box down and gave bambam his gift. "i wanted to get you something but couldn't get what i actually wanted to. i'm sorry."

"it's okay," bambam said as he opened the box. he gasped and grabbed the gift out of the box, hugging it against his chest.

jackson got him a hoodie, but didn't just buy hin a hoodie. it was jackson's hoodie. bambam's favorite hoodie of jackson's.

"thank you!" bambam jumped onto jackson and hugged him tightly. jackson rubbed bambam's back as he laid on jackson. bambam played with jackson's hair as they laid there, not moving.

"want to watch a movie?" jackson asked. he froze for a second when bambam softly kissed him next but immediately relaxed.

"i want to..." bambam trailed off, feeling shy about what he was saying. jackson didn't know what bambam was talking about so he looked at bambam with a confused face, frustrating bambam because he didn't want to say it.

"what, baby?"

"can we have sex?" bambam whispered.

"are you sure? you don't have to feel like you have to, bammie."

"i'm sure."

so jackson stood up, holding bambam as he did. he carried bambam to his bedroom. bambam's heart was beating against his chest. but it was more excitement then nervousness like usual if he felt like things were going further than he wanted.

jackson was extremely gentle. he was making sure bambam was okay and comfortable thd entire time, careful to not hurt him or do anything bambam didn't like. and of course he made sure bambam was in as little pain and as much pleasure as possible with nearly an hour of foreplay.

"let's take a bath, bammie." jackson made sure he was careful as he picked up the very tired boy from the bed.

he took bambam to the bathroom and ran the water before quickly going back his room to change the sheets.

"was everything okay for you?" jackson wanted to be 100% sure bambam was okay and didn't have a problem with what happened.

bambam nodded, laying his head of wet hair against jackson's chest. "it hurt, though."

"i know, baby. it will get better, i promise."

"i love you."

"i love you, angel." jackson kissed bambam's cheek and rubbed bambam's arm.

jackson got out first to grab bambam clothes to wear which was one of jackson's shirts and a pair bambam's own pajama pants.

"we should eat, cutie."