sad || jackbam

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bambam smiled as he read a text from his best friend. 'can you come back? jackson keeps spending all his time with me and jinyoung. and i miss u but jackson is being annoying'

bambam texted him back and told him he'd be back in two days. bambam hadn't had much time to talk to jackson while he was in thailand so he did miss him a lot.

so that night when he was going to go to bed, he grabbed his phone and went to walk instead.

"hey, baby. having fun in thailand?"

"yeah but i miss you."

"i miss you too, angel. but it won't be much longer."

"i know. my mama said she wishes you came too. so do i. but you need to work. yugyeom said you're always hanging out with him and jinyoung."

"it's boring to sit in my apartment alone, bammie."

"go out and do something tomorrow."

"me and mark are actually going to go skateboarding tomorrow. i miss you so much, though. i know it's hasn't even been a week but my life is so boring without you."

"i miss you too. i can't say it's been boring here but i miss you. i've been helping out at my mama's restaurant and met baby's boyfriend for the 1st time. he's sweet."

"have you and your mom talked about everything?"

"yeah. she said she's glad i have you. so am i. thank you for being so amazing."

"i'm not amazing. i just love you."

"you are amazing. don't act like you aren't. you're the best person in the world. you always take care of me. and i know you lost your job because you came to see me at the hospital everyday. yugyeom told me. but you didn't tell me because you didn't want to make me upset."

"of course i have to take care of you. i haven't been dating you for 3 years to not make sure i get to spend forever with you." jackson heard bambam sniffle and knew he was starting to tear up. "don't cry, baby. i'm not there to hold you."

"i love you so much, though," bambam said through tears. "why are you so sweet?"

"because you're my baby and i love you. this sucks, i wish i could kiss you but you're all the way in thailand. don't cry, okay?"

"okay. i should let you go to bed. you have work tomorrow."

"you should go to to bed soon, too. i love you. i'll talk to you tomorrow."

"i love you."

for jackson, he thought about bambam even more when he was gone. and he'd had one memory in his head. it was their second date.

jackson had decided to take bambam to a cute coffee shop he had come across because bambam liked coffee and it was a nice place. there were couches and chairs that were extremely comfortable.

jackson kept remembering that date because it was the first time they held hands.

jackson touched people, but with bambam there was such a strong feeling that couldn't be ignored. he was so comfortable but also over whelmed. the over whelmed part went away but he was always comfortable with bambam. he felt at peace.

jackson sighed as he looked up at his ceiling. he loved bambam so much. it wasn't good to think about but he had no clue what he would do if he ever lost him.