Rejected by everyone accepted by them ✔

Chapter 16

Avni's pov

Standing in shower,Washing my sorrows.Then realised that my inner turmoil is much worst,as compared to my physical pain.

Then I thought that I will try to stay on the guided path.But my demons were much stronger then my hope.
The darkness was dominating
My new found hope of light.

I saw the blood dripping from my body which was the output of self harming stunt that I performed but then I analysed that this pain was equal to pleasure as it made me realise that I belong to darkness.

I am a sin child and I should know my identity very well.

I guess I should run away from this light as it will again give me hope and then push me into the valley of evils from where I won't be able to comeback.

Yes I should run away.

Pov ends.

Avni was sitting under the shower and was travelling in her own thoughts. Her point of views regarding herself again changed.

Her eyes were red, blood was dripping from her body. The last 2 days have created a havoc in her life. Remembering that incident that took place during one of her visit to counsellor send shivers down her spine.

( Flashback - Italics.)

She was leading an amazing life. She was the happiest soul on the earth as she was finding herself again from the lanes of darkness and all credit goes to her Prakash dad and her newly found love Neil. Though she thought that she should stay away from Neil but she can't deny her feelings for him especially after his sweet gestures towards her. She remember how Neil wasn't able to accompany her in her recent counselling session that took place 2 days before due to an important meeting so Prakash decided to go along with her.

A smile crept on her face when she feels the genuine concern they both have for her. They both are the most precious and pure soul she have ever discovered in her life.

Neil kissed her on her cheeks for assuring her that she will be fine. Like always he motivated her.

She placed her shivering hand on her right cheek while closing her eyes. She was feeling him and her body was shivering due to the cold water treatment she was giving to herself. A satisfied smile was lingering on her face.

She went for counselling session with Prakash and he was trying to make her feel good. He was making her laugh and was giving her advices just like Ashish.

She kept kept her hand on her heart as she want his fatherly affection forever. She don't want to loose it. She want to become a spoil child who is spoiled due to her father's love and affection.

They were waiting for her turn when she excused herself as she wanted to go to washroom. She wasn't knowing that she will regret going there as the biggest villain of her life was there waiting for her.

She was shivering badly and started pulling her hairs harshly, tears were flowing from her eyes and she snuggles more into herself as if protecting herself from the cruel world.

A guy was following her and when she sensed something wrong she turns and within no time that guy pinned her against the wall and placed his palm on her mouth, thus preventing her to speak further. Her eyes was showing fear while his eyes was showing lust for her. He squeezed her waist thus making her wince in pain but she was unable to speak due to his tight grip on her mouth.

Avni took the blade and rubbed it harshly against her waist and her gaze was following the path with which her blood was flowing from her body and was hitting the ground.