claires p.o.v
he asked me about my pills!!! i hope he didnt see what they were! i hope he doesnt know. i finally finished fixing his face just as our free period was about to end and we would have to go to math class. i packed up my first aid kit saying
"alright your face is fixed mr.hemmings"
"why thank you ms. evens" he replied making me giggle.
luke hopped off the sink and we walked out of the bathroom together only to be faced with pure terror.
lukes p.o.v
we walked out and there were about 100 students with their phones out filming the bathroom door. that girl i saw watching us as we walked into the bathroom being one of them.
claires p.o.v
they all started whispering and looking at me and luke, still filming might i add. i was starting to panic. my breathing wad getting fast and heavy and i was starting to sweat. i could feel my face turning white i was going to have an anxiety attack. then everyone started shouting and me and luke. no just me. they all started verbally harrasing me and they got it all on film
"oh my god claire, your with matt what the fuck are you doing you cheating slut"
"fucking in the bathroom with someone whos not even your boyfriend what the hell"
"wait until matt sees these videos"
"so if your giving it up for free can i get some"
"did he pay you? cuz i want some of that too"
"slut"
"whore"
"skank"
"bitch"
the list went on and on. everyone was yelling at me and i couldnt do anything to stop it. so i ran. i ran and ran and ran until i was at the tree luke and i were laughing at mearly an hour ago. i slid down the tree and put my knees up to my face and cried. i knew CeCe would find out about this by the time i got home and stan would find out when he got back in town in two months. i needed my razor, or my lighter. i had my lighter! its in my bag. i went to a tree further away from the school and made sure nobody was around before i pulled it out.
it finally lit after several attempts and with my shaky hand pulled off my braceltes and started moving the flame closer to my skin until the fire finally made contact with my flesh. the pain gave me a sense of relief, i deserved this, i deserved to feel such pain i was worthless. a nobody. no one cares about me they never had and never will. i felt my flesh starting to get a little too burnt so i took the flame away from it and admired my fresh new burn. this was my lifeline, burning and cutting. anything that would cause me pain was my life. my life was pain, just one big blur of pain. never ending pain. i relit my lighter and was about to move it to another area of skin on my left wrist when a voice stopped me.
*authers note, cliff hanger lol. hope you have enjoyed so far. i might update once more tonight but i most likley wont again until late tomorrow or sunday. tomorrow im going to see 5sos and 1D on the 'where we are tour' im so excited! and for the three girls i said would be in the story, one of you comes in, in the next chapter and the other two do in the chapter after that :D*
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It should be simple... (A Luke Hemmings Fanfic)
Fanfiction(Story cover was mads by 'harryforme') Claire had a perfect life, on the outside. She was dating the quarterback, got strait a's, had the perfect body. everyone wanted to be her, no, everyone wanted to be the way she tried to make herself be. But i...
