can't go back yet

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lukes sweet voice lulled me to sleep so well, it was the first sound sleep i had, had in as long as i can remember.

i woke up with him sprawled ontop of me holding me as close to him as humanly possible and i never wanted it to end, it felt so right but im sure it would end up being wrong. luke likes me as a friend.. if that. we will never be anything more...

all of a sudden the door burst open revieling a newly green haired michael clifford.

"LOVE BIRDS ISNT MY NEW HAIR JUST FLAWLESSSSSS???"

"michael i was sleeping" luke said with a grone

"shut up luke, no one cares"

"then why did you asked if i liked your hair"

"i didnt, i asked claire"

"mike you said love birds, as in claire and me"

then ashton popped his curly head in from no where

"so you admit you are love birds? CAL, LUKE AND CLAIRE ARE LOVE BIRDS!"

ashton yelled at calum

"omg i totes ship it" calum said from the other side of the house mocking the way kelly and kitty talk.

"guys we need to make a ship name for them" ashton said giggling like a little school girl

"no, no you dont" i said finally speaking up

"CALIRE DONT DENY YOUR LOVE" calum shouted.

next thing i new we found love wad blaring through the house and 3/4 idiots were jumping up on lukes bed scream singing

"WE FOUND LOVE IN A HOPLESS PLACE, WE FOUND LOVE IN A HOOOOOPLESS PLAAACE!!!!!"

"guys shut up!" luke yelled at the three boys.

"fine,then" said ashton. there was a bit of whispering from ash, mike and cal and then i was at the bottom of a massive dog pile. but luke saw it coming so he rolled so he was hovering over me so that i wouldnt be crushed.

his face started to go red and his arms were shaking, it was kind of funny really but i cant blame him, he was probably holding like 600 pounds up on his back.

finally the other boys gave up and got off luke but before they left the room mikey said

"we have to be at school in two hours, get ready bitcheeeeeezzzzz"

and shut the door behind him.

i started shaking and my breathing became rapid remembering that we had school again today. i couldnt do it, i couldnt! even if it was friday i couldnt go back yet. i havent even checked my twitter, facebook ect its probably all full of hate. i cant handle it, not today.

lukes p.o.v

michael mentioned school and claire went into this big panic, i was so worried for her, no way was i going to make her go to school today, what with all this week has thrown at her i wouldnt ve supprised if she didnt go to school next week either.

"claire, claire hey its okay, its okay, you're okay, im here,ive got you. you dont have to go to school today okay? its alright. i will stay here with you"

she took a minute and started to get her breathing under control but she finaly let out a shaky

"y-you will?"

"of corse claire, i will stay with you always"

she smiled and wrapped her arms around my neck higging me tightly, but i only just hugged her tighter.

i want claire to be mine, but i know that i cant do that to her, it wouldnt be fair to her. right now she needs help, and somewhere to call home and a friend to be there for her no matter what. and when things start to clear up for her then maybe i'll make a move, but for now shes my heartbreak girl.

claires p.o.v

lukes embrace was so warm and he smelt really good in the mornings. when we pulled apart he tucked a piece of fallen hair behind my ear and kissed my forehead letting his lips linger on my skin for a moment or two, i wanted more. i wanted to feel his lips on mine but i couldnt do that, it wouldnt be fair to him. i cant get him even more involved in all my shitty life then he already is.

i hummed in appreciation when his lips left my forehead and he smiled at me causing his adorable dimple to make an apperance on his beautiful face.

"come on" luke said

"come on where?" i asked curiously

"well i have no t.v in my room so we are going to go put on some sweats and band tees, and watch netfkix all day with icecream and chips and candy and pizza. and cuddle on the couch and talk about nothing. and its going to be the best day ever"

"that does sound very promising"

"doesnt it though?!?!"

"you're a dork luke"

"ya but you kind of like it dont you?"

"humm, kind of"

"meh, i'll take what i can get"

"you'll take it, and you'll love it"

"ya, ya i will claire..."

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