It should be simple... (A Luke Hemmings Fanfic)

lifesaver

i stayed silent and Luke gave me a weird look, i knew he could hear what CeCe had said but i couldnt let him hear anymore. i ran out of the room and quickly told our teacher who had just walked in that i had a family emergancy. luckily she didnt question it, she was my favourite teacher thank god for her. i ran outside to the back of the school still with CeCe screaming at me from the other line.

"UGLY, SLUT, WHORE, FREAK, NO ONE LIKES YOU, YOU HAVE RUINED EVERYTHING, I HATE YOU, STAN WILL KILL YOU AND I HAVE NO PROBLEM COVERING FOR HIM, YOU ARE DEAD, IF YOU EVER STEP FOOT IN THIS HOUSE AGAIN YOU WILL BE DEAD! YOU HAVE A HALF HOUR TO GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER AND GET THE HELL OUT AFTER SCHOOL! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN AND IF STAN DOESNT FEEL THE SAME HE WILL FIND YOU AND FUCKING KILL YOU AND YOU KNOW IT!"

and then the line went dead. tears were streaming down my face and my breathing was out of control. i had no idea what to do. i was kicked out of the house. i had no where to go. i would be homeless. my life was slowly falling apart before my eyes.

my phone fell from my hands and i slid down the side of the school. i stayed for a solid half hour crying until i had no tears left and my bloodshot eyes just stared into the nothingness of the empty park when i heard a voice calling my name.

"claire... are you, are you o-okay?"

luke, sweet clueless luke. if only he knew how fucked up my life was. if only he knew not even he, with his kind heart and australian charm could save me, from myself, from my life from everything. i want to be normal and with luke i feel normal for just a split second. but then i go back to my screwed up self and nothing can ever fix that. i will forever and always be abnormal.

"no"

i said plainly

"do you, do you want to talk? i can help, if you want"

this caused me to let out a weak laugh

"no luke, you cant help. no one can help"

"claire if you just tell me i can, i promise i can help"

"thats just it, i cant tell you. i cant tell anyone its not okay, im not okay"

"Claire, i just want to help you. and no matter what i will, i undertand. at least some of it.... i saw your pills"

"i told you luke its advil" 

"no its not claire, my mom used to have to take them, im sorry. i know how hard anxiety and depression is"

"NO YOU DONT KNOW!"

i felt bad instantly after i had said that, i know hes only trying to help but its true, he doesnt know. i softened my tone and said

"listen luke, i know your just trying to help but its not your problem, its not your problem that my life is fucked up, its not your problem that my sister and step dad hate me, its not your problem that i just got kicked out of my house and have no where to go an- shit luke i shouldnt have said that. forget i said that luke im sorry"

god im such an idiot

"you, you got kicked out"

"well ya, now that you know. i have half an hour after school to get my stuff and then thats it, i will officially be homeless" tears were starting to flow again, just when i thought i was all cries out.

"fuck that claire, you are staying with me and the boys, the four of us have our own appartment, no parents nothing. you can stay with us no questions asked. me and Cal normally share a room but hes a cuddiler so him and ash can share a bed"

"luke thats really sweet but i couldnt, i will sleep on a bench, i will be fine i promise."

"claire im not giving you a choice"

"lu-"

"no claire, i will come with you to get your stuff and then take you back to mine, no questions asked"

"what will you tell the boys"

"whatever you want me to"

"just tell them i have family issues and will tell them when i feel the time is right"

"alright then its done, you Claire Evans will come live with me luke hemmings"

"and calum hood and ashton irwin and michael clifford"

"yes them too"

"luke?"

"yes claire"

"i cant believe your doings this"

"i will do anything for you, your important to me and i will defend you and try to make you happy as much as i can"

"so i guess im moving in with the australians then?"

"hell yes you are, and its going to be super fun!"

"anything would beat staying at my house"

"your old  house"

"yes luke my old house"

luke then smiled and leaned his head on my shoulder, and i places my head ontop of his. we said nothing, just silence it was soothing. just sitting there in his company but the whole time i just kept thinking thank god for luke. he really is a lifesaver.