luke left me alone in the room so i could unpack and get settled in. i put all of my clothes in the closet, my bath & body stuff in one of the drawrs, my hair and the little makeup i had in another one and then a bunch of other personal items in the small top drawr ie my journal, my song book & my razers and lighters. then ontop of the dresser i put the only family photo i had. it was my sixth birthday party. i had a pink sparkly dress on and a tiara and a fairy wand. my dad was holding my hand and pretending to esscort me to a ball or something and then my mom and CeCe were standing on either side of us smiling and laughing. my aunt (who passed away when i was seven) took the photo, she was a photographer so it turned out really nice. i missed those happy days so much.
after everything was packed and i was officially 'moved in' i walked out of luke and mines room and down the hall to see Calum & Michael playing fifa, Ashton paying who seemed to be the pizza guy and luke sitting by himself on the loveseat scrolling through what was most likley twitter on his phone.
i stood at the end of the room not really knowing what to do so i just awkwardly stood there until luke looked up and saw me. he smiled a really big smile and motioned for me to come sit beside him. without hesitation i walked uo to the love seat and sat with luke.
"so you like pizza right?"
he asked me
"ya i love pizza"
he laughed and said
"okay good because thats what we are having for dinner, we didnt know whaf kind you liked so we just ordered you a pepperonni pizza is that okay?"
"ya actually thats basically the only kind i like, thanks by the way"
then michael cut in, i guess he had been listening to us.
"ya and claire dont worry, if you dont finish your pizza i 100% will"
i laughed at him and said
"okay michael good to know"
"DID EVERYONE HEAR THAT? IF CLAIRE DOESNT FINISH HER PIZZA I GET TO EAT IT! I CALL DIBS" michael shouted at everyone, but right in claums ear.
"jesus what is wrong with you i think ive gone deff" cal said holding his ear. this caused everyone to laugh.
ashton came in the room with five pizza boxes in his hand and gave one to everyone. when he passed me mine i got really nervous. i was starving since i hadent eaten in a few days. i dont like to eat that often, my biggest fear is becoming fat. right after my mom died i was chubby for a year or so and everyone gave me hell for it. ive always been insecure in my body and i still believe that i am fat, no matter what anyone else says i know that i am and it sucks. im 95 pounds but i feel like im 1,000,000 pounds and i hate it. i just want to be slim and thats not going to happen if i eat. but i cant just not eat. i decided i would eat but then later tonight i would say im going to have a shower and then after i turn on the water binge quickly before actually getting in the shower.
i ended up eating the entire pizza in 45 minutes. michael ate his in 10, so did luke and then Cal and Ash finished theres in like 20 minutes. so i didnt feel too bad about eating mine.
the night went by really slowly just casual chatting with luke and watching michael & calum argue abouf fifa. the only 'interesting' thing that happened is that at 6:30 i got a text from ashton saying
*hey i went to go hang out with bella, i will be back later but if the boys ask about me please dont tell them that im with her, i dont want to deal with the teasing. just say i went out with a friend but you dont know who. thanks i owe you
-Ash*
i obviously told him that i would cover for him and sure enough at 7 everyone was asking about ashton and i did as he said and the rest of the boys just brushed it off. im actually glad that Ashton and Bella are hanging out, they will be a cute couple.
at 7:30 i decided that it would be a good time to shower and binge. i told the boys i needed a shower and they all didnt seem to fazed so i just left the living room and went to mine and lukes room. i grabbed my shampoo & conditioner, shaving cream and a razer, body wash and also my toothbrush, hairbrush and my pyjamas, and i stole one of lukes towels.
i walked into the bathroom and brushed my hair and removed my makeup. i then put my hair behind me and locked the bathroom door. i slowly bent down and lifted up the seat to the toilet. i looked down at the water and thought about the teasing about me being fat at 11 years old. i stuck two fingers down my throught and let it all out. when i was finally pleased with myself i quickly stripped and got in the shower finally. i had a very quick shower i just washed and got out.
when i was out of the shower i dried off my body and put on my pyjamas. which the bottoms were fleecey blue with white leapord print and a baggy grey crop top.
i decided to let my hair dry naturally so it would bs wavy in the morning. i stepped out of the bathroom looking around but finding no one.
i walked into the livingroom and saw a peice of paper with my name messily written on it.
claire, we were low on food but couldnt decide what to get so we all went. hope your okay for a half hour
-love luke x
i smiled to myself at how he said love luke not from luke. i walked into mine and lukes room not really knowing what else to do.
i looked around the room and saw a black guitar in the back of the room. i decided to pick it up seeing as i was sooooo bored.
when i picked it up a peice of sheet music fell. i picked it up and read it over. it was a song. amnesia.
*authers note, third update today, hell ya!!!*
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It should be simple... (A Luke Hemmings Fanfic)
Fanfiction(Story cover was mads by 'harryforme') Claire had a perfect life, on the outside. She was dating the quarterback, got strait a's, had the perfect body. everyone wanted to be her, no, everyone wanted to be the way she tried to make herself be. But i...
