i stopped instantly, this was it everything was over, someone saw me. my life was over! i should have ended it the other night. then i wouldnt have to live with this.
"what are you doing?" the voice was soft and soundes concerned but i couldnt bring myself to look at her face. or respond to her.
"Claire? listen i know you might not want to talk about it, but... im sorry i really dont know what to say here" she said sliding down the tree next to me. i still said nothing but i looked over at her. i reconized her from my classes, her and her two friends were actually in most of my classed. i always felt bad for not talking to them. she was really pretty. she had brown hair and eyes, she was wearing a white tee shirt and black skinny jeans and converse. i think her name was bella. i finally spoke up.
"im sorry you had to see that"
"no, im glad i did. you probably wont want to talk to me about it but i want to help, if you ever do want to talk im here. im so sorry you have to go through, whatever it is thats making you do this. and dont worry i promise i wont tell anyone"
i smiled and a few silent tears fell from my eyes and chocked out a thank you before Bella engulfed me into a hug. when she pulled away she opened up her backpack and brought out an emergancy kit type thing, the same kind of kit i used on luke less then a half hour ago.
"can you hold out your wrist claire?" at first i denied her question, scared of what she would think. no one has ever actually seen my scars and im not sure if i can trust her or not.
"i promise i wont judge, i wont even pay attention to them, i just want to clean them out"
i sighed and held my bare wrist out infront of her. like she promised she didnt say or do anything. she acted as if i wasnt crazy. she looked up at me and gave me a happy smile, not a sympathetic one that i would have been expecting from her considering what was happening between us. i really appreciated it. When she was done with my wrists i put my bracelets back on and Bella pulled out her makeup kit. she removed the mascara and eyeliner running down my face and redid my eye makeup. adding a shimery white eye shadow to the lids and some conceler under my eyes. when bella finished that she powdered off my face and put her stuffvback in her backpack. Bella then stood up and reached a hand out for me to take. i placed my hand in hers and she helped me to my feet.
"come on, if we leave now we can make it intime for math, you and luke can sit with me and my two friends at the back of the room"
"thank you" i said, not actually meaning for what she had just said but for her help. and i think she understood that. i grabbed my stuff and we walked to math in silence. but it was the most comfterable silence i had ever been in. right before we reached the math classroom i got a text from luke
*claire, i hope your okay, i tried to follow u but the crowd was too big, me and the other lads all have maths with u will b there soon (ya ash sucks at maths so hes still in a freshman class for it lol)*
i told bella that luke and the three other boys were coming and i told her i had to stay with luke.
"oh thats fine, the four of them can join you, Judit, charlene and I" Bella said to me smiling, i didnt know how i felt about this but Bella was trying to help. and i wasnt going to turn down being with seven potential real friends, not like kitty or matt. so i said simply,
"okay"
*authers note, the concert for the where we are tour on saturday was so amazing! i cried so much when 5sos came out, 1D were good but i didnt cry for them. 5sos was 100% my highlight! and Bella i hope you enjoyed this chapter! :D*
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It should be simple... (A Luke Hemmings Fanfic)
Fiksi Penggemar(Story cover was mads by 'harryforme') Claire had a perfect life, on the outside. She was dating the quarterback, got strait a's, had the perfect body. everyone wanted to be her, no, everyone wanted to be the way she tried to make herself be. But i...