It should be simple... (A Luke Hemmings Fanfic)

the morning before

i woke up in an new room, at first i was confused as to where i was and how i got here and why it represented the real me so well. then i remembered everything and i smiled at the memories of everyone helping me so much. i ripped myself away from my blankets filled with my warm body heat and had a shower. i washed my hair and body as i sang 18 by arnabor

so if you want to piss off your parents date me to scare them show them your all grown up,

if long hair and tattoos are what attract you baby then your in luck

singing about tattoos made me think about piercings, and how i have always wanted them. i debated it a few times but if im going to be me then i really want to. i stepped out of my warm shower and blowdryed and straightened my hair. i always loved my hair bone straight but kitty always said it looked stupid. i walked over to my wardrobe in a towel with my hair all done and looked around for an outfit. i was so used to seeingn pink and floral clothes in it and not actually nice clothes that suited me. i grabbed a pair of black skinnys and a red flannel. i paired it with black converse and a grey beanie. i also dug through the back of my closet to find my old baby, my penny board. it was black with white wheels and it didnt have a name yet but i planned on naming him soon. i used to love penny boarding and i would do it all the time. and now i finally get to again. i leaned my board against my door and walked back into my bathroom to apply maascara and eyeliner. i didnt want to use foundation or any of that crap anymore so i threw it out last night. i still had quite some time before school so i decided to delete all the songs i didnt like from my ipod and make sure it was only good music on it. by the time i was done this it was time for me to leave. i slipped my backpack on my back and made sure my phone and ipod were in my pockets. i grabbed my board and skated down to school with no idea by all time low blasting through my headphones, i was scared honestly. i didnt know what to expect with kitty and kelly, not to meantion matt and then theres luke...i just long his presence when hes gone and long for his laugh and his hug and everything about him. i've never felt this way about someone before and let me tell you. it scares the living shit out of me.

*authers note, so this was suuuuuuuupppppeeeeerrrr short!! but i'm seriously trying so hard to keep my eyes open. its only 11:00pm but ive been so tired latley and idk why. i promise for a minimum of three updates tomorrow and the next chapter is going to be interesting dont worry*