Finally Wanted ( Brendon Urie adopts )

chapter 2

Oh boy, this again.....  It's just another person looking to adopt and I'm a sure caretaker as already told them not to adopt me I accidentally hit an on the stair ledge as my cuts hit it  luckily the tall man was talking to another kid I wince in pain by I think I'm fine I wait for my turn my caretaker calls my name for my turn and I feel sick I have been bleeding and I pass out I wake up in my room as my caretaker walks in and grab my wrist as she squeezes tears form in my eyes and I scream in pain but hold back the tears then slaps me and pulls me to the floor kicking me she tells me to fix it and be downstairs in 5 minutes I stand up and fix my makeup then head downstairs bruises start to form on my body but I didn't care I walk in the room to see my idol, Brendon Boyd Urie, I hold in my reaction but I didn't really have one I didn't have much of anything since I got beat so much I lost feeling everything but pain I sat down and he saw my shirt he smiles and I put on a fake smile usely its pretty good put the berating she gave me was the worst I ever got it was like I was on auto piolat I couldn't do anything I wanted to cry and scream out in pain but I couldn't he gave me a couple looks and said I think we are done here as a small tear runs down my face I turn away do they can't see I run up to my room and start to grab my razor blade for the last time ever I say to myself "this is it I'm done" as I hear a knock on the door its another kid she said " Mrs wants you"  we weren't slowed to call her by her name just Mrs. I think to myself oh great of course the oldest girl in her gets beat for the second time in 30 minutes but instead she told me to get my stuff as she turned to Brendon and said "it's going to be a mistake " sadness happiness fear every emotion was going through my head it took me 2 minutes to get my clothes because my arm hurt to much to move and i was done to run downstairs and to Brendon "I-I'm ready sir " I say with fear in every word he laughs and says " don't call me sir it makes me sound old " next thing I know I fall alsleep I wake up as we pull up to this huge mansion I grab my back and step out of the car my legs hardly working I walk to the door as he unlocks it its massive bigger than I have ever seen in my whole life me still not saying anything stands there in shock " come on ill take you to your room I follow Berndon to the huge room theirs a king size bed it the middle agaist the right wall with purple sheets and the walls are plain but painted royel blue I guess he got luckiey with my favorite color his says "come downstairs let's talk I'm scared to move he was my idol and he adopted me I didn't want to talk or move because I was scared it would be a dream so I nod my head " what kind of pizza do you like" he ask "any kind" knowing that I would only eat 1 piece at most if I ate in the orphanage it would be beat so I csnt eat so if I ever got sent back I wouldn't be dying of hunger I learned that from my foster family's "is pepperoni ok" he says raising an eyebrow "yep" I say scared of what's next he grabs his phone as orders the pizza and we sit down "do you want to ask each other some questions I node my head " you go first" I say sneaking for the for at time in a while and it feels good "favorite color" he says "royel blue it was my moms" we continue for like 20 minutes " can I see your arms " he asks and I'm confused we were just laughing and having fun and now this he stares at my intensely waiting for an answer when the door bell rings he gets up and answers the door he gets the pizza and we sit to eat it I grab a slice to not raise any questions about eating because that's the last thong I need Right now I finished my slice and he asked again as he asked I stood up slowly like I was going to show him then I started to run. I did not knowing where to go because I haven't had that much time to explore around the House I hear footsteps pounding behind me I find a room I don't know what room but its something I slam the door and lock it
I'm scared of what he might do but he's Brendon Urie he wouldn't hurt a fly right well well my caretaker wouldn't hurt a fly but behind closed doors I was beaten half to death I don't have my razor or everything would be OK I grab my wrist and dig in with my nails I hear bangging on the door blood starts to come from the marks I just made on my arm I felt OK again I lean back when I feel someone grab my arm but the grip felt familiar it was Brendon he pulled me into a tight hug. " what the hell are you doing abby" tears start to pour out of my eyes and start hitting the floor it almost feels like slow motion he looks at my blood drenched wrist tears starting to fall "i-i-i'm sorry " as he let's me go I fall to the floor and start to have an anxiety attack.