Finally Wanted ( Brendon Urie adopts )

chapter 10

I get dragged off the couch and pulled to the ground. I look up to see someone I thought I'd never have to see again, it was Mrs. "BREN-" she cut me off "no, you not going to scream because you dont want to hurt brendon and you know I wont hesitate so your going to sit here until I feel like im done with you for now". She beats me until I cant breath and walks out. I close my eyes wanting to die but so bad wanting brendon I haven't seen him all day I can't help but think He is mad at me but he doesn't have any reason to be. I close my eyes and they stay closed. I want to pass out but I cant because the pain is so unbearable my eyes are still closed but I hear the door open its Tyler "BRENDON" my eyes dont open but I hold Tyler's hand. "I love you" I hear people come in the room I feel Tyler's tears fall on my skin as a few drop out of mine I feel brendon grab my body as I take what feels like my last breath. Everything goes black and I don't need to breath anymore. I feel safe and away from Mrs but I want brendon and Tyler and Josh and fall out boy and Noah but most of all Brendon. For once it feels ok I think I'm dead I blink and I stay I blink again and I'm in a hospital again. I see the T.V on with my caretaker on it I learn her name is addy. Brendon is crying and I know it's my fault. The show was probably canceled. I grab Brendons hand as he turns around and smiles with tears in his eyes. "I love you so much" I say "and I'm so so sorry" we hug for what feels like forever but I dont mind. She broke a rib and she broke my right leg as well. The t.v said she was in jail. After tomorrow we will be flying home but tomorrow is the last show for a month. I fall asleep at the hospital and wake up in the morning on the bus but brendon not leaving my side. "Get dressed and let's go into the venue" he says. He doesn't want to ever leave me. During the show I stand next to the stage not wanting to sing today. We get on a plane at like 11:00 at night. Brendon sleeps next to me but I stay awake I am very aware of everything now the plane lands and I get in the car with brendon. I sit not talking while brendon looks at me with concern. "Are you ok" he asks "yeah" I say with hesitation "your safe baby girl ok" I dont know why but I say "am I though because you said that last time and look what happened" I sigh knowing what just came out of my mouth "I know baby but I promise everything's ok". We get home and I head straight up to my bed I can't sleep and everyone's asleep so I just sit up in bed I just dont want to move. "Brendon" I say knocking on his door "yeah" I hear him tiredly say. I walk in "I love you so much but why am I so fucking useless, why does everyone want to hurt me. I mean I thought I took my last breath a little more than 24 hours ago" I say tears coming out of my eyes. "Baby girl listen I love you ok with all of my heart I love you more than anything in the world. And fuck the people that want to hurt you because I will never let them not ever again" I hug him I go to sleep next to him in peace for once. Happy.

Sorry for the really short chapter I'm trying guys......