chapter 18

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Big ass time skip
1 year later
Abby's POV

Brendon left for tour and he left me here knowing I wouldn't make any trouble.

He was going to take me but he got worried about the crowd.

He has been gone for a month and left me his card for food.

I have my own money so Brendon doesn't find out the shit I do, if I used his card he would be able to track me.

I do my online school work which only takes about an hour, then I go do what I want.

Within a month I have switched by to my old self.

The way I was in the orphanage.

After all if Brendon did love me he would not have left me here.

I am leaving my house to go buy my cigarettes.

I never used go smoke but after he left me I started going to a ton of parties.

I started smoking, started drinking, and of course started having sex.

Protected of course I'm not that stupid it's pretty hard to hide a baby.

Brendon call but not often maybe once a week and not long only like five minutes.

He thinks I'm his angel but he left me.

Honestly what do you expect when you leave a broken orphan who is very suicidal alone.

Noah and I broke up after he cheated on me and this shit has been happening ever since.

TIME SKIP
day tour ends beebo comes home

I have packed my bag.

"I'm not going to kill myself" I write.

"I'm going to go live out on the streets".

"I think that will be what's best for me really more like you".

I'm leaving.

For good this time.

I wrote in the letter everything I did I the last few months.

He will want me to leave after he reads that anyway.

"And don't worry I left your card".

"Bye beebo" I say in a whisper looking at the house before I walk out of the door.

Oh fuck Is that a car

Brendon POV
Finally I get to see my girl again.
I missed her so much I hated the idea of leaving her home but the PFTW tour would have been to much for her.

I can't wait till I walk in the door and see her again and hug her.

She may not be my biological daughter,  but she's my baby girl.

Abby's POV

"Oh fuck that is a car"

I grab the note and my bag and run upstairs.

I throw everything that was in my bag where it is supposed to be and hide the note.

I didn't have much.

I lay on my bed out slightly out of breath after panicking and running upstairs.

I plug in my headphones and turn on Homesick by Dua Lipa

I close my eyes and pretend I'm asleep in case he walks upstairs.

I stopped going to parties and smoking and hooking up all of that after I had my first pregnancy scare.

I was late by a week turns out It was because I wasn't eating but still i thought i was doomed.

Brendon walks into my room.

"I love you so much baby girl" he whispers.

I feel bad right away I was going to leave him.

But it's okay he will never know.

He tucks my hair behind my ear and kisses my forehead "I love you" he says walking away.

"I love you too" I whisper even softer than he did after he left with a tear running down my left eye.

I guess I'll stay.



Hey guys sorry I haven't updated this my eyes are getting worse so I am trying to write but it's even slower when I can't see. Love y'all

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