Finally Wanted ( Brendon Urie adopts )

Chapter 7

"Abby your awake. We didn't expect that yet how long" I haven't talked since I guess my "suicide" but I tried. "I don't know like 2:00 or 3:00 in the morning I didn't want to bother anyone" Brendon hugs me and I can feel he never wants to let go. He almost lost me and he knows it. "Well that's great we have already had you for 2 days so in a few hours you are free to go home ill give you a little bit but we will have to talk to you without your dad". I nod my head and through my arms around Brendon. I feel a small tear fall out of my eye he smiles and wipes mine as I see one falling from his eye "I love you and I'm so sorry I won't ever do it again I was in a place I don't want to be in I can't lose you" I say. The doctor talks to me for about an hour and then we go home we are about 30 minutes away from home and the guys will meet us there. I feel really bad I put everyone through that.

(Brendons POV)

I can't believe I put Abby through that its my fault "I'm sorry baby" I say to her. "Why the hell are you sorry I'm the one that's sorry I put us through it" the car ride has been silent and now I want to talk about it but I'm scared to bring it up. About ten minutes later she speaks up "dad can we talk about it" she says carefully "of course baby girl please talk" I say. "What do you want to know" she says "everything" I say directly after. "Like why did you do it" "because I am a fuck up and all I did was cause you and everyone else stress and worry". "But baby your not a fuck up I love you" I say. "Why did you go back to the adoption center" I ask. "I don't know because I have been there my whole life and I went though so much pain there it just felt right I guess" she says looking away. "Did you ever want to come back home to me" I ask "all the time I hated feeling the way I did I even told my mom that I would be seeing her in hell soon and I wanted more than anything to come home but I was scared you would put me in another center". God damn every time she says that it hurts "never Abby okay please just please understand that". She smiles and nods her head we get home and walk inside she goes upstairs to change and I relax she comes back downstairs in a red and black plaid shirt and fuzzy black pants with her black combat boots that she LOVES she sits down on the piano and starts to play you are the reason by Calum Scott.

There goes my heart beating
Cause your the reason
I'm losing my sleep
Please come back now
There goes my mind racing
And you are the reason
That I'm still breathing
I'm hopeless now
I'd climb every mountain
And swim every ocean
Just to be with you
And fix what I've broken
Oh, cause I need you to see
That you are the reason

Holding out the last note the door bell rings before we can answer it Patrick bust through the door "uhh come in I guess" I say laughing. He turns to abby and picks her up "hey be careful with her arms she had to have surgery on them. We order a pizza and 15 minutes later the door bell rings again" hey any I have a surprise for you " I say "ooooo what is it " she says exited "this" I say opening the door. Josh and Tyler walk in and she freaked out "huh never mind its not the pizza". Josh laughs and playfully punches me in the arm." OK little urie its time " Pete says" time for what " abby says "well we haven't heard you sing yet" "me sing but you guys and them guys and come on guys" i chuckle "come on you knew it was going to happen your in a family with singers ".

(Abbys POV)

I had to sing in front of fall out boy and 21 pilots shit "um maybe later" I run upstairs and to my room and all I hear is brendon dying of laughter. "You'll do it eventually urie" I hear Andy yell while laughing. About 15 minutes pass and I'm just in my room with my headphones on. I go through my whole playlist and car radio comes on by 21 pilots of course I can rap okay but I'm really good but it comes to car radio im really good. I don't do anything for the first part but I start to rap the second part.

I ponder of something terrifying
'Cause this time there's no sound to hide behind
I find over the course of our human existence
One thing consists of consistence
And it's that we're all battling fear
Oh dear, I don't know if we know why we're here
Oh my, too deep, please stop thinking
I liked it better when my car had sound