"..s-she is ...." I say in shock "t-t-the cops said that-that she was dead" I say my lip quivering "I know baby but it was a lie" brendon says. I start to cry even more "I-i-i - what do I even do about this dad" I ask tears coming out of my eyes making a river "I don't know baby girl but we will figure it out" he hugs me and I feel like my whole life explodes in confusion. "Can-can I just be alone right now please" brendon looks at me with a half smile "ok baby" him and sarah walk out of the room and I continue crying on my pillow.
Brendon POV
I feel a tear drop out of my eye and sarah pulls me into a hug "baby it's ok" we hug for what feels like forever "will you talk to her mom or something I just I dont know what to do" I say "I know baby I'll take care of it".
Sarah POV
I love brendon I would do anything for brendon we haven't said I love you but it doesnt matter. I care for abby so much I was her second mom when she was little I wanted to take her and adopt her but her mom wanted her to be as far away from her dad as possible. "Hey abby knows your alive I'll let you know what we decide from there it's her choice" I text abby's mom I remember holding her at the hospital the day she was born I was way more of a mom to her than her real mom ever was.
Abby's POV
I want to see my mom more than anything I want her to hug me and say it's going to be ok. Shes alive I cant believe my mom is alive. I went through hell because of her but maybe she did the best she could I have so many feelings about this and I don't know what to do. Hours pass of me not moving I dont want to move I dont want to breath. "Abby" brendon cracks open my door "now is the time baby girl what do you want to do" brendon asks "I dont know" I say my eyes blood shot from crying "I think I want to see her" I say worried of what brendon might say. "Ok baby I'll tell sarah and we will make it happen I love you" I look at him relieved "really" he smiles "of course baby I love you" I smile "I love you too dad".
Brendon POV
"Sarah" I call down the stairs for Sarah because she can talk to abby's mom. I love her more than anything I dont want to lose her and I'm scared that her mom might try but If she wants to see her I have to let her. "What's up babe" she asks "I need you to talk to her mom" she smiles "okay".
Sarah POV
"So what do you think about tomorrow" me and abby's mom have been on the the phone for an hour "tomorrow is ok what about 4:00 after work" I smile slightly at the thought that everyone can see everyone again I know her mom has been hurting. "Ok that works I'll tell Brendon and abby see you then" I say hanging up the phone. Shortly after Brendon comes in "is it set up" he looks at me with a half smile "yeah tomorrow at 4:00 at Starbucks" brendons half smile turns to a full one "okay".
Time skip dinner time
Abby POV
I dont want to eat I hate throwing up and I'm scared brendon with find out but its Ethier put up with the throwing up or eat so I'm ok with throwing up right now. "Dinner" brendon calls up the stairs I walk downstairs and look at brendon he smiles and I smile but mine isn't real I love brendon but I want to see my mom I just hope he isn't upset with me. I wouldn't leave brendon for anything he has given me the life I have always wanted. Not too long ago I was a girl, a damaged girl, who was cutting and ready to kill herself, the music being the only thing barely keeping me alive. Now I have everything I have ever wanted for some reason my fucked up brain every once in a while wants to cut but I wouldn't trade the life I have with brendon for my mom I want to see her but if she wants me to leave brendon then fuck her. Dinner feels like an eternity feeling sick with every bite I dont even want to eat a stick of gum anymore because its 5 calories. Noah and I haven't seen each other much with everything that's been going on but we text and call everyday. "Ok so tommorow be ready by 3:30 so we can get to Starbucks at 4:00" brendon says with a smile I nod my head and go upstairs. I sneak to the bathroom and as quietly as I can, began to throw up. It's the same old routine everyday the process of throwing up then struggling to stand up feeling weak, then lifting up my shirt and hating what I see, it never ends. I go to bed after that feeling weak I weigh 85 pounds I'm almost to my goal 65 but still not there I'm not hungry just thinking of food makes me sick.
Time skip morning
I wake up like I didnt sleep at all but I get to so my mom on today I'm so nervous. What if she thinks I'm too fat whatever I'll just lower the goal if she does. I have been wearing clothes that brendon cant see my stomach I don't want him to notice I lost 10 pounds in a weak he want's me to gain not lose. Its 10:00 right now I slept in late for some reason I get ready in a dress and heels then head downstairs. I sit outside by the pool with my feet in the water I stare off into space for what feels like 2 minutes but it's really hours. "You ready" brendon comes out "for what" I ask "to go see your mom" I look at him weird "what time is it" I ask "3:30" I spent the whole day staring off into space. I pull my feet out and put on my heels my feet kinda of unable to walk from the pool. In the car I am mostly silent agreeing with a few things brendon said but I never listened. We got to Starbucks and brendon looks at me and grabs my hand right like hes going to lose me. "I'm here" I say to reassure brendon and he smiles we take a seat and get a drink that I know I'm going to throw up. I text Noah he always calms me down but it's not really working. I scroll through Instagram doing anything to distract me. "Abby-"
No excuses I'm sorry this sucks it's short I know I'm trying .
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Finally Wanted ( Brendon Urie adopts )
FanfictionAbby was abused for years since she was 4 she has been between foster families and adoption centers after her parents couldn't get off of drugs long enough to keep her she has been stuck in one orphanage for the past 5 years being abused by every ad...
