You know the feeling when you're inlove? Everything makes you happy Even that smallest thing
That's what i feel right now.
Yes, i think I'm inlove with someone i used to hate.
Jack, I'm inlove with your brother. I think this is your plan. I love you but i love your brother more. I miss you. I'll take care of James. I promise
Akala ko kay jack lang iikot ang mundo ko. Feeling ko noong nawala siya ay mamamatay na ako. Yes, i fell inlove with Albie pero mas sincere si James. And I'm ready to forget everything about him.
Si Albie ang tumulong sa'kin para kumapit sa buhay. Pero si James? Siya ang bumuhay sa'kin.
James made me feel na i deserve everything. Binuhay niya muli ang puso ko.
It's 7 in the evening and I'm almost done with my makeup. I'm wearing a black long gown. James invited me sa album lunch niya which is international. I'm super proud of him. He finally made it!
I'm here at the venue and ang ganda. Everything is so perfect. May mga artista na nandito rin para i-congratulate si James. And it feels like i don't deserve to be here. You know I'm just a 'friend' of the celebrant. And ibang iba ang estado nila sa'kin.
Asan na ba si James?
"Nadine!"
"Oh hey lauren! I missed you!" Halos ilang weeks din kami hindi nakapag bond. I hugged her and kissed her cheeks.
"Namiss kitang babae ka!" Nagpupunas kunwari ng mata na sabi niya. She's so cute.
"Ako rin no!" Lumingon - lingon siya sa paligid niya.
"Asan si James? Iniwan ka rito?" Nagkibit - balikat ako sa kanya.
"Kupal talaga yon! Halika na nga! Doon tayo kila kiana" sabi niya sabay hila sa'kin.
I understand him naman. But sana sinabi niya sakin na aalis siya hindi yung iiwan niya ako bigla diba?
The night ended smoothly.
Masaya. Maingay. Pero ano nga ba ang ginagawa ko dito? Halos magdamag lang ako nakaupo. Umaasa na babalikan ako ni James.
"Hey!" Wow. Finally. Nagparamdam siya. Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay. Siguro naman gets na niya diba?
"Okay... I'm sorry. There's so many people here and hindi ko nagawang maka-alis don" he looked at me straight to the eye.
Huminga ako ng malalim "ofcourse i know that. I understant you. But sana tinext mo manlang ako diba?" Nakasimangot na sabi ko.
He pinched my cheeks and hugged me. "You're so gorgeous. I'm wondering how many guys looked at you when I'm not around" i slapped his back and laughed.
"Baliw!"
Long silence. Nagpapakiramdaman kami. I decided to break the silence.
"Congratulations, James! I'm so proud of you!" Masiglang bati ko.
"Thank you, Nadine! You're one of my inspiration" nakangiting sabi niya
Awkward.
"Nadine... you know that i like you right? Nararamdaman mo naman diba?" Tanong niya. Based on his expression his hoping and nervous.
I smiled at him and said "yes"
"I love you" I'm shocked. I'm not prepared for this. Did he - did he just say those three magic words?!
Bigla siyang nataranta "I'm sorry. I'm willing to wa-"
"I love you too" I'm not going to lie about my feeling for him. I hope this is the right decision. Sana kaya ko itong panindigan. Sana kaya namin itong panindigan
"I'm a lucky guy"
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