What is love?

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This chapter is dedicated to Jimmy lovers! One reader asked me to mention her in a chapter with lots of Jimmy mentions in it cause she's head over heels for him but I couldn't find who it was, but you know who you are xx
(Sorry it's taken so long! School sucks)

I didn't sleep the night after it happened. Tommy stayed with me during the day and every now and then went to go check on Emme and Taylor. I knew it was bad but I wasn't sure how bad she was because no one would tell me. I was made bed bound for the day and would resume my cleaning and work around the house the next day. All I could do was think about what I had said to Tommy.

'I love you'

The words haunted me like ghosts but yet also seemed comforting.
Jimmy was the man I loved! No one else! He was the farther of my precious baby Hunter, a kind, gentle person who protected me from anything that came to hurt me or Hunter. But now he was dead and so was Hunter...

My brain hurt from the over thinking. While Jimmy and Tommy were on the run the police took me to see a psychiatrist. It was a nice woman who look like she was in her early forties. She said that since I had been with the family for over two years that I had developed what they called Stockholm Syndrome. Apparently it was when someone fell in love or became friends with their kidnapper and learned to trust them.

Jimmy had never abducted me. That was Charles, but Tommy had kidnapped me by threatening me with Hunter before he killed him...

I didn't know how I had felt. Me and Tommy were family yet he loved me and protected me that not even Jimmy had done properly since no one really came near the house. He was violent and ruthless and a cold blooded murderer!...and yet, he found a way to comfort me and make me feel safe after me and Emme were attacked by them men. I hoped that I could tell Emme how I felt as she may be able to help me get my head around things.

The sun was being to set outside the bared window. A orange glow filled the room and I lay on the bed careful of my bruises. It was quite and peaceful. The boys had probably gone downstairs or outside to clean up the major mess from early this morning when I was kicking things over. I was tempted to go see how Emme was going but I was too sore to even think about moving.

Footsteps echoed across the hall. Gently I turned to my side and closed my eyes, pretending to sleep. Tommy and Taylor has asked me enough questions already.

The feet stopped outside my door for a moment, before coming over to my bed. I rolled slightly as the figure sat on the bed beside me causing it to dip.

"Jules?" Tommy's voice whispered stroking me hair.

I kept still.

"You look so peaceful when you sleep...so vulnerable..." he laughed slightly.

"I wish this hadn't have happened to you, but you're my girl and I'm going to protect you...and our sons...forever and always."

His hand glided away from my hair and down to just below my breast where he had previously carved our names into it. Shifting next to me he pressed his body against the back off me. One hand under my chest and the other rubbing my leg.

"Taylor doesn't seem to believe what you've told us you know? Part of me doesn't either but you know what would happen if you lied to me so it doesn't matter. If you are lying Jules I will find out and you will be punished..." He mumbled softly in my ear as I stayed still.

"But I've got you now. You're mine and that's all that matters to me."

As he kissed the back of my neck, his nose digging into a bruise I shifted slightly and yawned like I've just been woken up.

"Jules?" He asked again.

"Tommy?..." I turned over and pretended to be half asleep.

"Any better?" He continued to rub my leg.

"A little." I smiled sweetly and kissed him gently. Kissing me back harder he gripped my leg causing me to moan in pain. Tommy smirked at me when he pulled away.

"You like that Jules?"

Before I could answer he hurried his head into my neck kissing it harshly but avoiding any wounds. Both hands were gripping my lower body exploring freely. I pressed my weak body into him and wrapped my legs around his waist. I giggled when he licked up my neck and rolled me into my back.

"You up for this?" Tommy mumbled into my ear biting my lobe.

I kissed him in reply and proceeded to take off his shirt and my hoodie.

Tommy. He hurts me, my family and punishes me when he's mad at me...but I love him... he makes me feel safe and saved me from the dangers of the outside world. He wouldn't let anything happen to me...he loves me and I love him.

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