Finding Myself

Chapter 5

Hurting Feelings

Tariq pov

I woke up to see nobody beside me. I sat up.

" Damn what happened last night? "

Then all the events begin to play back in my head. I got up and took a shower, bushed my teeth and dried my dreads. I did other stuff to them.

Then I went down stairs. The house was empty. Then I seen this note.

Look Tariq I I'm sorry about last night. And we just need to be friends. Just friends.

Love, Mia

" What ever." I mumbled. I then got dressed and called Quan.

Quan I need your ugly ass to set up some shit with Tony.

Fuck we need to talked to tony for?

Cuz nigga just set it up.

Beep!

Mia pov ( 4 weeks later )

" Mommy come push me!"

" Okay baby wait. "

I said as I put my phone away. I decided to spend some mother and daughter time at the park.

Today I had on some white shorts and a long black shirt that was spilt on both sides. With my sandals.

Mia had on black shorts with a pink shirt that had Mickey Mouse on it. She had on her pink jordans.

I then pushed her on the swing and she started screaming.

" Okay mommy im done. "

She then went with the other kids. I walked back over to the bench. For some reason Tariq was blowing up my phone. So I finally decided to answer. Me and him where actually becoming close.

Hello?

Yo wassup? Why you avoiding me?

I'm not avoiding you. I just been busy.

Yeah right. Where you at?

The park with Taje why?

I wanna take y'all out. If you let me.

Fine Tariq.

Bye!

Next thing you know he pulled up wearing a white shirt and tan pants. With his jewelry on and his White air force .

Then he started walking towards me.

" Wassup ma? "

" Nothing. Let's go I'm hungry. "

I said while standing up. " Taje come here. "

She ran over to me.

" Mommy where we going? "

"This nice man wants to take us out baby. "

She looked at Tariq and smiled.

" Wassup luh bit? "

" Hey. "

She said while waving her hand at him. We decide to go to the pizza shop . While in there a lot of the girls was staring at me. The place had a part that the kids could play (not Chuck cheese )

" Mommy! Mommy! I wanna play! "

" Okay. Finishing eating first. Then play. "

"Okay. "

She then stuffed the rest of the pizza in her mouth.

" Can I go now. " she whined.

" Yes. But first thank money. "

She ran to his side of the table. And hugged him.

" Thanks. Bye. " She said to him.

"No problem luh bit." he said hugging her back

She then took off.

" Be careful Tay! I yelled after her.

" How was the food? " he decided to ask."

" It was good. Thanks for taking us out. "

" No problem. Anything for y'all."

I smiled. Then looked down.

" Why you always acting so shy?"

I then looked up.

" I'm not acting shy. It's just your little Hoes keeping staring at me and I'm trying not to hit then. "

He then turned around to look. And one of them stuck her finger in her mouth and pulled it out and smiled. He turned around.

" Those ain't my hoes. They for everybody. "

"Mhm. " I said looking at Tay play with the other kids.

"So the nigga Tony still looking for you? "

I looked at him with a serious face.

" What you think? "

"We should talking to him. " he said taking a swig of his soda.

I frowned. " Are you crazy? And who is we? "

" Me and you. I already set the meeting up. Look I know you want me. Shit I want you. But Tony is something we have to address before a " Us" can begin. "

I started shaking my head.

" No. Yeah I want you but why would I put you in harms way. "

" What the nigga do anyway to make you just up and leave his ass?"

" Look Money. What me and Tony had or has is complex. I don't want nobody to get hurt. "

" So you still love this nigga is what your saying? "

" Look money does it matter - "

" Hell yeah it matter. If you in love with him how you gonna be with me. "

"I -"

" Nah you ain't got to explain. "

He then drop a 100 dollar bill on the table and walked out. I let out a deep breath.

Tariq pov

I pulled up to the trap looking for Quan. I used to be the biggest drug dealer out here. But when I got shot it made me realize that the throne ain't worth losing my life.

But now I'm backing down. Niggas still look at me with hatred and bitch still wanna fuck. But I guess that's just how it always is. But I passed all my traps and throne shit down to Quan. Cuz that's my nigga.

The way I feel about Mia is real. I ain't never like a female or wanted a female this bad before. And even though the sex was great. Our relationship runs deeper than that.

I walked in the trap and niggas started speaking to me.

" Wassup bossy man. "

" Wassup money. "

Then I spoke. " Wassup y'all where Quan at."

" He ain't here. But somebody waiting in the office for you. "

I walked up stairs and opened the door.

" So we meet again Money."

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