My Heart Beats For You

Chapter 7 I Think I'm Falling In Love

June 19, 2012

I texted him all night. Well at least till midnight, that's when I fell asleep. We were just talking about various things so we could get to know each other better. At around ten he actually called me. We talked for almost an hour and a half then went back to texting. I think I might be falling in love with him. Oh no! That means I'm going to have my heart broken too. I can't stay here so I'm going to have to leave him. But, we can have a long distance relationship right? And we can visit each other. But that's not enough. I want to be with him 24/7. I love him and he loves me too. After we both are finished with college we could live together. I need to talk to him about this so I text him.

Hey

Hey how's my pretty girl doing?

Fine. Do you want to hang out today?

I'm free whenever you are :)

Okay meet me on the board walk ;)

Sounds great

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I put my swim suit on with a sun dress on and went to the end of the board walk. I let my feet dangle and I watched the waves. They made everything feel so calm and peaceful that I could stare at them crash against the beach all day. I heard foot steps behind me. Then somebody (shirtless) sat down beside me. "Hey. What's up?"

"We need to talk.", I said in a serious voice. He sensed that and took my hand.

"What's wrong? Is this relationship not working?"

"No! Its wonderful, but..."

"But what?"

"I don't live here, Zack. So how are we going to stay together?"

"Hmmmm. We can call, text, email."

"That's not enough though. I want to be with you."

"I will move to Pennsylvania."

"No you still need to go to college. Don't change your life just for me!"

"I can apply to your college. We can go together, then move in together."

"That's so long from now."

"So let's make the most of now."

We kissed on the board walk until a little kid with his family walked up and said,"Ew, that's gross." So we left.

We walked for a while, talking and holding hands. He said,"Do you love me?"

"Yes, I've never loved somebody so much."

"Let's go back to my place."

I knew where he was leading to. I'm too young to have sex. Maybe he just wants to make out or something. I hesitated."Aren't your parents home?"

"No, they both work late. They won't know a thing."

"OK."

"Unless you don't want to."

"Yes I do."

"Okay then let's go!"

We drove to his place. We went straight to his bedroom. He put on some romantic music to set the mood. This is a lot like that one dream I had. We went to his bed and just and made out for a while. It got late and he fell asleep with me in his arms. I fell asleep too. I woke up a little bit later and I heard a door open and close. This made MW very nervous, I thought one of his parents was going to come in and see us. I shook Zack to try and wake him up. "Zack! Freaking wake up! I think one of your parents are home. Wake the hell up!" At first he just stirred, but then he jumped up when he realized what I said. "Oh shit. They don't know we are together!"