For once I am posting one of my songs, or at least this new song I wrote recently.
There is so much I need to tell you
But now I fear you slide away
I try to hold you tight and know you
But even yet you fade today.
Essential thoughts failing to reach you
What's twisting up my stupid brain?
I'm suffering in need to show you
How much it meant to me, the rain.
If what I feel inside my heart
Is not supposed to be true love
I know my joy will fall apart
To seperate rebroken shards
It's pretty- as petite reward
Maybe I'll heal to gain new scars
There is so much I need to say to you
Still failing any chance to speak
I now got down to writing songs for you
I guess I missed you much this week.
Thinking of ways I could confess to you
My mind feels wiped, I'm losing hope
Will you stay even if I don't ask you to?
Can't help bad vibes get in control.
If what I feel inside my heart
Is not supposed to be true love
I know my joy will fall apart
To seperate rebroken shards
It's pretty- as petite reward
Maybe I'll heal to gain new scars
And I am scared you'll never love me
And that you'll leave like that one day
For I'm afraid you'll never want me
In any non-platonic way
So here I fear you'll never need me
Fly out my range, eventually.
If what I feel inside my heart
Is not supposed to be true love
I know my joy will fall apart
To seperate rebroken shards
It's pretty- as petite reward
Maybe I'll heal to gain new scars.
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That Deep Shit I Can't Live With(out)
Poetry//06.09.2018// EDIT// The new stuff I posted here is deep and thoughtful philosophical stuff and I believe it to be actually good. So please enjoy and please remember: I don't mind comments, especially not the meaningful and constructive ones.
