I'm feeling calm
And don't know why
Haven't felt like that
In a long long timeSince you trapped me
Inside my mind
Just playing games
Not thinking twiceSo immature
And innocent
I won't be fixed
To a hundred percentBut you didn't see
That you broke me
That vase on the shelf
Shattered in your dreamsAt least so you believe
It's the only way for you
So I'll keep up my smile
To pretend that is trueCan't risk for you know
Or ever see my true pain
Because one broken heart
Is enough driving me insaneI'm losing it
But still won't scream
So used to hide
Behind a sceneIt's all theater
Even in my mind
Just a plastic pretend
To protect you from the night
YOU ARE READING
That Deep Shit I Can't Live With(out)
Poetry//06.09.2018// EDIT// The new stuff I posted here is deep and thoughtful philosophical stuff and I believe it to be actually good. So please enjoy and please remember: I don't mind comments, especially not the meaningful and constructive ones.