I am aware of the things that I do and I know better than anyone else how they're twisted so hurtful to break down you're shattered to pieces of hope letting blood in your veins start to rush come bleed out let me see what you got for me.
Come to realize I ain't the person you want me to be I'm evil and ugly catch sight on my latest creation your spirit and soul seperated from flesh and admit that I turned you into a masterpiece of cruelty, in your imagination, can you see it?
No no I never meant to scare you please come back give me a chance to explain I never thought you'd go, betrayal, pain, my former friend..
Oblivious to what's obvious or maybe not as much I hope you're not intimidated by the nightmares my mind craves for you need show me there's more to you;
Don't be so boring make up your mind as I made up my whole life stand on a roof top and jump when I don't, look up to face me and prove you get what I mean like you promised forever includes death or I might slit your wrists to know you're no liar but it always disappoints I hope you won't.
Oh god I'm sorry I did it again something slipped in my mind got released so believe me my words aren't mine where are you going..? I got but you left
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That Deep Shit I Can't Live With(out)
Poetry//06.09.2018// EDIT// The new stuff I posted here is deep and thoughtful philosophical stuff and I believe it to be actually good. So please enjoy and please remember: I don't mind comments, especially not the meaningful and constructive ones.
