Love Formula || jjk

Formula 22

Reveal

HeeJin's P.O.V.
It hurts.

It hurts so much.

This is what I always feared of. Falling for someone and getting hurt at the end. I knew this would happen, yet I let it go.

Nari's arms wrapped around Jungkook while he patted her. She seemed happy with him. Maybe he really did fall for her. Maybe the girl who was meant to be with him was Nari.

Is it wrong for me to hope for all this to be a simple nightmare?

From what I was told, Cupid's can't fall in love.

I just have this hint of hope telling me that my bow and arrow probably hit the wrong person. But then again, the arrow never misses its target.

Oh, I wish that target was me.

"HeeJin! I need to tell you something important!" I heard Namjoon grabbing me away from my thoughts.

My expression stayed the same as I stared at him smiling with his dimples showing.

"Go ahead," I told him.

"It's about Jungkook."

"Then I don't want to hear anything." I turned to walk away but he caught my shoulder.

"Not so fast."

I sighed quickly giving up in fighting back and turned around. "Fine."

"Let's get things over with. Jungkook likes you." He said directly.

I felt my heart stop and my breath die down for a split second before my heart started to beat at its normal rate and my breathing started again.  Just for a split second I had thought what I was hearing was real, but then the image of Nari and Jungkook together popped back into my mind.

"Don't bring my hopes up," I said turning around and walking away again.

This time, Namjoon didn't try to stop, he instead blocked my path by raising his arms up horizontally. "No. Stop."

I shrugged and passed under his arms that were lifted up and continued my walking. I could hear him sigh in frustration loudly behind me. "This girl..." I heard him say probably facepalming by now. "HeeJin! I'm serious! He loves you! Everything he's done so far was for you!" I heard him yell through the hallways.

I couldn't help but stop, hearing him yell. I didn't turn back. I instead kept my head down and placed my hand on my heart. My heartbeat was increasing, but I needed it to stop.

I want to believe him, I really do.

But I'm afraid I'll get hurt again.

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~A Week Later~

"See you home, Appa!" I waved to him through the open window of the car.

"I'll see you home." He smiled warmly at me.

He tuned to drive off, but suddenly stopped and turned back to look at me. His smile seemed to have suddenly faded away worrying me a bit. "HeeJin, is everything alright at school?" He asked.

I didn't know what to answer since he doesn't usually ask me this. "Yes, everything is fine."

"Okay. You just don't seem yourself lately. If anything is wrong, just tell me, alright? If you ever feel sad, just play that guitar. It always made you're mother happy." His smile reappeared making me worry less.

I nodded to him and waved again. "Okay, Appa. I'll see you after school!" I said letting him drive off.

I sighed realizing I had to go through another day of school trying to avoid Jungkook. Things started to become harder lately. Ever since Namjoon had told me Jungkook loved me, I've been feeling weird. My brain wouldn't believe it but my heart wanted to accept it. It was like my heart knew the truth but my brain wouldn't let it win.

Honestly, I think the only thing that could calm me right now is to listen to the guy singing behind that music room door. I feel like I know him, but I just can't figure out how. His soothing voice just makes my heart feel at ease and everything around me would just disappear.

I took a deep breath before walking my way into the school. I did my normal early morning routine; head to my locker, place my bag in it, close my locker and walk to the music room with my guitar.

I arrived and sat in front of the door with my back leaning on it. My guitar case was resting on the edge while I waited for the guy inside the room to sing.

Weirdly, there was no noise. I lifted my arms up and placed my hand on the doorknob trying to open, but it was still locked. The guy must be in there if it's lock.

I waited a while before I finally heard him humming a tune. The tune was familiar. As in, REALLY familiar. I kept on listening letting my eyes close. He then finally opened his mouth to sing.

"I hope this tears will stop running someday

Someday after this darkness disappear

I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

When I feel that I'm getting tired of myself,

I want to give up on all of my dreams I have kept so hard..."

My eyes opened wide recognizing the song. The lyrics. The lyrics belonged to my song. It was the song I created.

But how?

How does this person know the lyrics to my song?

I've only sung this song once and that was when I was trying to convince Jungkook—Wait...What if...—

I stood up and tried to twist the doorknob wanting for the door to open. I then started knocking on the door loudly hoping the guy would hear me. Of course, he did hear me, because I heard him stop singing.

I stared at the doorknob being unlocked and then twisted. I closed my eyes not sure if I was ready to meet the person behind that door. I felt a slight wind hit my face which was probably the cause of the door opening.

"HeeJin?" The voice spoke.

The voice I was able to recognize immediately. My eyes slowly fluttered open revealing to me the person I wouldn't expect to see.

"Jungkook..."

He stared at me confusingly while I stared at him in shock yet relief. Everything around me seemed to have stopped. It felt like just the two of us alone. My heart was beating quickly as I let my body act on its own. My arms wrapped around him while my face buried itself on his chest.

"I can't stay away from you..."

A/N:
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