The angst in this is real my dudes.
Miara's POV
It's the next day and I have come to a conclusion. Hospital is the worst. There's no way around it. Everything's so bright and slient. Everyone is scared to talk to me incase I 'hurt myself'. Like, seriously! Do they think I care if I hurt myself? Good thing I'm being sent home later today. Well I don't really know if I am going home properly because I still need to come back every week to 'talk about my feelings' according to my doctor with my new therapist. I don't know how many pills I'm going to be taking after I'm released but right now I've been taking about 10 pills a day.
Still no word from my dad though.
Lilith tells me that Lola told her parents about their relationship and they weren't happy. Since she has a very strict and religious family I can picture her parents yelling at her. Poor Lola. She can only see me for an hour a day after school because of it. Lola was heartbroken of course but they won't ground her forever.
"Hey, how you doing?" Reuben asks, looking as cute as ever.
"Fine. Still hate this place though," I respond. I can talk again but it hurts a bit. I don't care to be honest.
"Are you ready to be released into the
world from this prizon?"
"Hell Yeah!"
"Good, 'cause Lilith and I are planing to sneak Lola out of her house to go to this carnival for a double date!" He says with pure excitement in his eyes.
I look down at my arm. It's been getting a bit less scary lately because of the way they have been feeding me. There is a tube full of food force feeding me so I don't die of starvation 'cause you know, I'm apparently too good to die and I have to live. I hate this. I always have to mess things up. Reuben kisses my head so lightly I can barely feel it. As he starts to pull away, I pull him back into a hug.
"Thank you," I whisper into his Nirvana hoodie. This sounds a tad but creepy but it smells of him. I've never had a boyfriend before so I don't know if that crosses the line.
"Hey isn't that what I'm for? Being an amazing boyfriend?"
"Of course," I mumble as I pull away from the hug. I sit up and take my phone from the desk beside me. Reuben brought it in earlier and I haven't touched it yet. Just 100 Instagram notifications and 200 text messages and missed calls.
"Woah, maybe people did miss me after all," I say, looking up to Reuben.
I go onto Instagram and look at the chaos that has begun. For once everything isn't negative and actually nice. People are apologising for bullying me. The first one that popped up was of the girl that I threatened, I defiantly need to apologise to her! I look at Luna's Instagram post because she was probably the worst. Wait a second, she thought I had attempted suicide?! Ha I wouldn't have the guts to do that. It goes on to say how she is going to change her mindset and that she has broken up with her boyfriend to be with Nella. I guess something happened between them whilst I was in a coma. I go on to Rebekah's Instagram. Funnily enough, there's nothing. I guess she delete every post she made. My doctor comes in and tells me I'm okay to go. I slowly stand up from the bed and Reuben takes my hand. As I walk outside the door Lilith and Lola are waiting for me.
"Hiya hun," Lola says, giving me a hug.
"How you feeling?" Lilith asks whilst trying to pull Lola way from me. It's seriously so cute!
"Meh, crappy. But enough about me! How are you two?"
"Relationship wise, I literally have to seek out of my window just to see Lilith. Luckily my mum isn't as strict as my dad so she said she'll let me away with seeking out!" Lola responds.
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Spiral ~ A Story By CuteCandy10
Novela Juvenil"Why can't you just be normal" Miara was always messed up. At just seven Miara's mother died with an incurable disease. Her sister left her to go with her boyfriend to college when she was 12 and her father was an workaholic and was very neglectful...
