Chapter Seventeen

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This is the last chapter of this book. I just wanted to ask if you guys would think it's cool if I did like an alternate ending where Blair didn't die? Please, let me know!

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Three years later.

I sang out the last notes to Winter and waved at the fans before I walked off the stage.

Brian, Alex and Justin gave me highfives and started talking while they walked away.

I walked to my dressing room and sat down on the couch.

I opened my backpack and searched for my phone. My hands stopped when I saw a picture.

A picture of Blair and I. Smiles on both of our faces as she kissed my cheek.

That moment was so long ago but it seemed like yesterday. I never stopped thinking about her after she passed away. There was a big chance that wound was never going to heal. She would always be in my head.

The day she left was the day I lost my home.

I never saw her again after that day she showed up at the graveyard. She promised me she would come back and I would see her again but that didn't happen. I knew that she was still out there and she wanted to see me but couldn't for some unknown reason.

You're probably wondering what happened with 'The Boss' and all, right? Some member that secretly hated him put poison in his drink and well, he died.

He wasn't a really bad guy but he did pressure the boys in killing Blair so he kins of deserved it.

I put the picture of Blair back in my backpack.

I grabbed my stuff and headed to our tour bus. I put my backpack by the door and threw my phone in my bunk on the way to the bathroom.

I did all I needed to do and laid down in my bunk.

I wasn't sure what to do and I was pretty tired so I closed my eyes and soon fell asleep.

The next day.

I woke up, feeling unusually groggy. We had to do soundcheck in an hour and I really wasn't looking forward to it today.

I usually wasn't a lazy person but my body didn't seem to want to function like normal.

I ran my hands through my hair as I stood in front of the mirror in the bathroom.

I didn't even try to look presentable so I just threw on a shirt and some jeans and headed to the venue.

After the soundcheck me and the boys explored around the city and went to a restaurant.

When we came back it was already 6:14pm which meant the show was going to start in an hour or so.

We got dressed and I sat in front of the mirror in my dressing room. Someone did my hair and my makeup.

The door opened and Matty, our photographer, poked his head inside.

"You're up in 2 minutes Lynn."

I nodded and he closed the door again. I turned my attention back to the mirror in front of me.

I looked like myself but today the makeup couldn't hide the bags under my eyes.

As the past days went by, I could feel myself sink back into depression and it wasn't getting any better.

I could sleep well for once because I saw the picture of Blair and immediately felt at ease but before that, I was up all night.

Knocks on my door shook me out of my thoughts. I got up from my seat and walked to the side of the stage.

The boys were already there. They all immediately saw something was wrong and gave me a group hug which make me smile.

"Let's do this guys!" I said. We all put our hands out.

"Girls, girls, girls!" we yelled.

We ran on stage. Brian went to his bass, Alex to his guitar, Justin to his drums and I to my mic.

"How are you doing Manchester?!" I yelled which earned me a lot of screams.

"Oh my god! I'm so gay and I love you so much!" someone yelled.

I laughed. "I love you too."

The crowd screamed again as we started to play What's Wrong.

The whole show went really well and I was really happy again.

I was in the middle of Separate when I saw a familiar face in the crowd.

I frowned and rubbed my eyes as I continued singing.

The lights shone on the crowd and they suddenly stopped.

There stood Blair. She was smiling at me.

I stumbled on my words a little but continued singing as I stared at her.

Pull away
The world from me
I don't mind
As long as they don't
Separate
You from me
I'll be fine

Blair waved at me and I smiled back. I knew she wasn't there in person but I could see her.

She had always been in my heart and never left.

I made a promise to myself.

I would try to find her in every life.

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Hey guys. So, this was the last chapter of this book. Idk how I feel about this book but yeah.

Thank you so much for reading, voting and commenting!

Stay tuned for new books.

I love you guys.

~Kvrstvn

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