False Alarm//Lynn Gunn

Chapter Nine

Fuck. I kissed Blair at the fucking funeral of my fucking dad! But it was so fantastic.

We're currently home again. All the people who came to the funeral are here and mom made food for them.

I wasn't very hungry and didn't really want to talk to any of the guests. I didn't need them to feel sorry for me because of my dad.

I heard a knock on my door.

"Who is it?"

"It's me, Lynds. Blair. Can I come in.

"Yeah, sure."

Blair quietly opened the door and laid down next to me on my bed.

I stared at the ceiling and sighed.

"I'm sorry, Lynn."

"Why?"

"I just.." she sighed. "I asked if I could kiss you on your dad's funeral. How stupid could I be?"

Blair sighed. I looked over at her and saw that some tears were rolling down her cheeks.

I sighed. A part of me wanted to agree with her because we only met like two days ago and we're practically stranger. Well, not really but whatever. The other part of me wanted to just take her in my arms and tell her it's okay and that she didn't need to feel guilty because I surely didn't, so that's what I did.

"Are you sure? Are you okay with all of this?" Blair mumbled, wiping away another tear.

"Yes, I'm sure." I said, smiling at her. She smiled back slightly and put her head on my chest, listening to my heartbeat. Yes, I do have a heart that beats. How surprising.

"Blair?"

She looked up at me and nodded. "Yeah?"

I smiled. She looked so beautiful. I lifted up her chin more and pressed my lips against hers for the second time that day.

She immediately kissed back and we melted into the kiss.

Sadly we both had to pull away to catch our breaths.

"That was....uh...wow. I don't know what to say."

I giggled a little at her reaction.

"Blair, do you wanna be my girlfriend?"

I really felt like she could be someone that I wanted in my life until I die. Usually I just hate everyone but not her. She's different.

"Uhm..maybe. I guess."

I looked at her and frowned a little.

"I'm kidding!" Blair laughed. "You should have seen your face. Of course I wanna be your girlfriend!"

"Don't do that ever again! You really scared me! God damn it!"

I rolled on top of Blair and started tickling her. She yelled at me to stop but I didn't. I eventually let her get away from me. I watched her as she stood by the door, trying to catch her breath.

"Don't try to do that again. Ever."

I smirked. "Oh, I'm gonna do it a lot more now."

"Yeah, fuck that."

We both laughed.

"Lyndsey! Come downstairs! There's someone who wants to talk to you." my mom yelled from downstairs.

I really didn't want to go. It was probably some family member who was going to give me a speech about how not to get into prison again. The whole family knew about me being in prison and I hated it.

When they all came to the funeral they would give me weird looks and sometime laugh at me. I told Blair and she gave them angry looks back. She always got my back. Well, not always. For two days I guess.

I grabbed Blairs hand and walked downstairs with her. I let go of her when we came to the bottom of the stairs. My grandparents were here and they weren't supportive of me being gay at all. They would always ask when I was going to get a boyfriend when they knew I was gay. They just used to tell me it was a phase but here I am, three years later, gay as shit. They're just old fashioned.

"Come, honey. They're in the kitchen." my mom said, dragging me over to the kitchen. All the other people were still in the living room.

Mom pushed me inside and I nearly screamed at who was sitting there.

It was my uncle who I hadn't seen in years. He was gay and my dad was totally against it. We were best friends when I was a little kid but when I told my dad I was gay he blamed it all on my uncle because he was gay too. He didn't let me see him again but here he was, sitting in the kitchen.

"Hey! Lynnie!" my uncle yelled, running over to me and hugging me.

"Omg! That nickname!" I squeezed him in the hug and she made some choking sounds. I let go of him and we both laughed. I wanted to cry happy tears but I was so happy that I couldn't even do that. Weird, right?

"How have you been? You've grown up a lot since the last time I've seen you!"

I smiled and looked at the ground. "It's been a long time. I'm glad to see you again. I still hate dad for ripping me away from you."

"It's okay. We're together now." He gave me another hug.

"So, who's that over there?" he pointed behind me. Oh, I totally forgot about Blair. Fuck.

"That's Blair. She's my girlfriend." I smiled at Blair and held out my hand for her to take it. She took it an smiled.

"Nice to meet you, Blair. How long have you been together?"

I looked at Blair. "Well, for about 6 minutes now."

My uncle laughed. "Okay. I'm not gonna ask any questions."

"Did you find someone special already?" I asked.

He smirked and nodded eagerly. "I did. His name is Brendon."

"Oh!! I wanna meet him!"

"Well, he's not here now but you're gonna see us here a lot now because WE ARE MOVING INTO THE HOUSE NEXT TO YOU!!" he yelled.

I screamed and hugged him once again.

"FUCKKK YESS!"

"Lyndsey. Language." my uncle said, suddenly becoming very serious. He quickly burst out in laughter.

"Oh you motherfucker."

"You can curse all you want but not at me."

I nodded and gave him a thumbs up. "Deal."

We all laughter and decided to go back into the living room.

I had to face all of the people that probably hated me but I had my favorite person since I was a little Lyndsey and my beautiful girlfriend by my side. Nothing could go wrong!

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I'm always so excited to start a new book and I think it's going to be awesome. The first few chapter are good but than I just don't know what to write anymore and I don't want to make it so short. Sorry if this isn't really interesting anymore.

~Kvrstvn