Let It Go ━ Tom Holland (1)

xviii. Messages

mittens
im a disaster

lara jean
okay we already know that
but why???

mittens
because of tom

mittens
fuck him honestly

lara jean
i mean i know you wanna
but like,, i think there are
better ways to say that

mittens
he's the worst

lara jean
???

lara jean
for some reason i feel like
that's not the truth

lara jean
so what happened

mittens
he's just there doing his thing
and he SMILES and i DIE and
it's not fair!!!

lara jean
life's not fair honey

mittens
shut up!!!

mittens
i feel like you aren't taking me
seriously

lara jean
of course i am

mittens
that's a lie but whatever

mittens
he's just so cute and his smile
is amazing and he doesn't
even know what it does to me

mittens
by now all the frames of me
looking at him like a lovesick
idiot isn't even acting it's just
me being me which is totally
embarassing

lara jean
please tell me i get early
access to the film cause
i gotta see this

mitten
sorry shister that's a no

lara jean
then you are taking me to
the premier at that is FINAL

lara jean
(unless of course you go with
someone whose name rhymes
with wom wolland)

mittens
you're so creative

lara jean
i try

lara jean
but it's gotta happen

mittens
or it could not???

mittens
and you wanna know what's
even more embarrassing??

lara jean
i feel like you're gonna tell me
no matter what i say

mittens
you are totally fucking right

mittens
but i got a fucking COOKIE NOTE
about my acting by the fucking
DIRECTOR in front of everyone

mittens
so literally everyone knows that
i am so down for tom and it's
totally NOT OKAY

mittens
like zendaya laughed at me and
i feel like she's already planning
a wedding that WONT EVEN
HAPPEN

mittens
(sadly)

lara jean
first off that girl aint gonna plan
shit

lara jean
i already have the venue, suits,
and rough drafts for vows planned
out so this is MY THING AND
SHE BETTER NOT FUCKING TOUCH
IT

mittens
THERE ISNT GONNA BE A WEDDING
SO WHY WASTE YOUR TIME

lara jean
THAT IS WHERE YOU ARE WRONG
MY FRIEND

mittens
BUT LIKE IM NOT THOUGH

lara jean
you totally are

mittens
and he wants to hang out all the
time after filming and i CANNOT
handle it

mittens
i already have a hard time when
he's in the suit because damn
you can see everything and he
has a great everything

lara jean
lol i already saw pics of him
holding you up while in the
suit

mittens
i almost died that day mel and
not because he dropped me
or anything

mittens
i had to spend an hour after
that shoot cooling down

lara jean
tmi friend

mittens
im not even sorry because
IT HURTS

mittens
i cant wait until shooting is
over

lara jean
no you dont

mittens
u right u right

mittens
BUT STILL

mittens
im d y i n g here!!!!

lara jean
you're fine so stop overreacting

mittens
thing is though im not fine

lara jean
just kiss him and everything
will be fine :)

mittens
fuck that

mittens
he'll reject me and then shooting
after it will be all awkward
and i cant handle that

lara jean
have you see the way he
looks @ you???

lara jean
man i've only seen the pics and
i know that he's just as gone
for you

mittens
lies

lara jean
truth

mittens
falso

lara jean
verdad

mittens
oh fuck i gotta go back
to set

lara jean
have fun with your future
husband :)

mittens
stop patronizing me already!!!!