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mittyhey can we talk?

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mitty
hey can we talk?

spiderboy
yeah? what's up?

mitty
i wanted to apologize
for everything i said
to you last week

spiderboy
why? you don't have to
pacify how you feel just
for me, mitty

mitty
no, i wasn't trying to let
you down gently anything
because i don't like you,
i was scared

spiderboy
scared?

mitty
scared because i liked you
and i wasn't sure if you liked
me and then we slept
together and i wasn't sure if
you thought it was a mistake
so i made the first move to end
things

spiderboy
you didn't even ask me how
i felt about it

mitty
i know

mitty
but i was also scared because
everyone and their mother
loves you and they all hate me

spiderboy
i don't care about what others
think of you

mitty
i know you don't, but i care. i
care so much and it hurts so
much to see that everyone
hates me and i don't want people
to hate you. i don't like it
when people say that you're
cancelled because you're nice
to me and i don't want you to
lose fans because we're together
or something. you don't deserve
that

spiderboy
you were scared because of
what people think of you and
what they think of me for being
your friend

mitty
yeah

mitty
i don't want your image to suffer
because of me so i decided that
we wouldn't have to encounter
that at all. and i was scared
because im not good at relationships
and i didn't want to ruin the
friendship that we have together

mitty
i was so scared so i said all those
things and i ended everything
and im sorry

mitty
i don't expect you to forgive me
or return my feelings or want
to be with me. im a fucking mess
who never knows what to do
and always picks the wrong
thing in the end. but i just
wanted to let you know that im
sorry and that you mean so
much to me even if i don't mean
much to you

spiderboy
you're such a dick

mitty
i know

spiderboy
i want to hate you so much and
to tell you to go away because
im never going to forgive you but
i can't because i do. i understand
what it's like to be scared and i
understand why you did everything
even though it hurt me

spiderboy
i want to have something with
you but i don't wanna jump
into anything. you really hurt
me mitty

mitty
i know

spiderboy
i wanna go slow. i wanna be with
you but it's going to take a while
before i can fully forgive you

mitty
i understand. thanks for letting
me have a second chance

spiderboy
no problem. come over to my
apartment because i really
wanna kiss you

mitty
i thought you said we're going
slow

spiderboy
yeah but that doesn't mean i
don't wanna kiss you. now
get over here as quick as you
can

mitty
whatever you want



["HEY, TOM, I JUST GO-MPH!"]









clarification for the quotes; it's mitty talking and he got caught off my tom kissing him, so there you go :)

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