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mittens i've fucked up mel
lara jean what did you do
lara jean what happened?
mittens it's about tom. you were right and everything when you said i liked him and that i should go after him because it's all a mess now and i've lost my chance
lara jean oh sweetie
lara jean there is still time. you can go and tell him everything and it'll be okay...maybe
mittens no you don't understand. it's never going to be okay because i hurt him and he cried over me and he saw my insta post about being the king of mistakes and kinda knew that it was a little bit about him so he thinks that everything's a mistake
lara jean did he tell you this?
mittens no but harrison did
mittens he texted me saying that i shouldn't go after tom anymore because i hurt him and that he wasn't going to let me date tom because i hurt him and he doesn't want to see his friend hurt again
mittens i really fucked up mel
lara jean is this why you deleted insta and twitter?
mittens yes
mittens i don't wanna fuck everything up anymore by using them and it didn't make me feel good anyway so i got rid of them and i hate it. i made him cry melodie i never wanted to make him cry i never wanted to hurt him but i did because i was scared
mittens i was so scared of being with him because of the public and the media and how i thought of myself and i fucked everything good up in my life and it's all in ruins now and i fucked everything up
lara jean sweetie i need you to calm down
mittens i can't calm down!!! he hates me now and i can't take him hating me
mittens i really fucking like tom and i hurt him because i was scared
lara jean and it's okay that you were scared, it's natural to run away from what scares you
lara jean it'll be okay. we'll figure it all out and if you really did mess everything up with tom that's okay. there are other people on this planet and you will find someone else that will accept you despite your overwhelming amount of flaws. it'll be okay
mittens but i don't want anyone else, i want tom
mittens tom is great and i'm not going to find anyone else better than tom
