Niki...(Completed & Editing)

chp 20 "break down"

I stared walking to the door when Ronit pulled me by my wrist and pushed me to the wall towering me.

I got a surprised by his stunt and tried to get away from his hold but he didn't let me.
"what are you doing? Leave me alone." I yelled at him. his blue eyes darting me.

"why are you making it difficult, let him go....he will not be happy seeing you like this." I just looked in his eyes hearing each and every word he spoke and he continued "you call him your best friend right? Then tell me, will he be happy knowing you shelled yourself in your world for him? time heals the wound... but you have to let it heal."

He was making it hard for me to treasure all the things in my heart. He was scracting my old wounds. The things I locked up and never wanted to come up with. Even Nik and Tina tried to confront me about but I always remain mum, never giving answers and not even listening. I never shared about how I was haunted by the nightmare of the day he left.

His face never leaving my mind.

The main reason my sleep was cut short.

Reason I was now a morning person as per Nik.

"Tell me angel, would he be happy?" Ronit asked me looking in my eyes. "Do you remember when I came to your house first time. I saw him there. I looked the care and love he had for you. Even the jealousy he had when you where in my arms, and the happiness when he ruffled you hair...I saw it all."

"What are you implying?"

"I just want you to know that you want him to be happy, you need to keep yourself sober"

"Bu-but h-he left me, how can h-he? He promised....you know ronit he is my best friend.... He was always there for me...when ever I needed.... When I was small and needed a friend, when Nik was busy with work, when I needed a guidance ....when in college George bullied me....every time....can you imagine every time he was there biside me..." My breath was hintching "how can anybody can say that I should let him go? To f-forgot him....no I ca-can't ...yo-"

I felt a warmness on my cheeks and my throat was pushing and pulling in some weired way, then the sound of sobs filled my ears and then I realized that I was crying... the tears were rolling down ..

"no, I don't want to cry...no plzzz..." I yelled and yelled loudly but my all I could hear was my sobs...

Ronit let go my hand pulled me his embrace. I pushed him wanted to him to let go of me but he in return pulled me more to his chest....and I gave in and tightly hugged him crying.

And then I cried ... I cried after first time in two years, making all my complaints I have to the god, complains that never let me sleep, complaints that I was made to ask Karan when he came back.

The hope with which I was living crashed in this movement.

Roint didn't said anything just let me do want I wanted. I was still taking, pouring my heart out babbling all the thing I kept in my heart, not wanting anyone to let know, and went on until my eyes went heavy and I drifted to sleep.
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I woke up with heavy eyelids, and slight irritation in corner of my eyes that stopped me to open my eyes.

After several tries I opened my eyes and stood up. I was in my bed. I looked at my window it was dark.

The memory about the house.... May be it was dream. Dream I watch. I rubbed my cheeks which felt sticky. My hair ruffled and I was wearing the track suit I wear while going to walk. I took searched my mobile and opened to see it was 7:00 in the evening.

Before I could decide what was happening my door opened reveling Nik and Tina. Nik was holding a bowl with fumes coming out of it and Tina was beside him giving me a short smile.

They took the seat beside me placed the bowl side of the bed table and just stared at me.

"bhai! I have a question, did I slept the whole Sunday in room which I usually do some time?" I asked out of curiosity.

"no, you woke up early in morning and went to walk" Nik stated.

"and then came back..." Tina interrupted and was going to say further then Nik placed his hand on her and stopped.

"but I don't remember when I came back..." I said honestly.

"so, what do you remember? Tell me." Nik asked and I was about to say when tina interrupted and said "let her complete the soup then she can complete the story"I did the same and ate the soup.

"so.." Nik elaborated 'o'

"so?" I asked.

"how did I came here?" I asked going back to the topic.

"Ronit brought you back, in his arms" Nik said looking down the sheets.

"you where holding him so tightly that we have to make so effort to untangle him from you. That's why we said him to put you in bed and removed you after that." she said smiling widely.

May be pregnancy hormone are making her excited.

Was I really so deep in sleep that I didn't even recognize that when he lifted me and took me to home. May be.

But what was he doing there.

The packed boxes and the condition showed that .... No no.

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