you're the reason. a.i

Chapter 8.

A/N You may get teary eyed reading this! I know I did. Just thought I would warn you. Oh and there's a few flashbacks in this chapter. Oh and I know this story is probably really boring considering it's all surrounded by her ex, but you'll understand why later on in the story. Oh and fyi, there's a part with justin bieber music in it. If you like him, that's great. But I really don't like him, It just fit the setting and that's why I used it. Happy reading :)

Zoey's POV

Last night was so much fun. The high school musical marathon went on forever but we had a blast. We ended up falling asleep around 1 or 2 in the morning. The girls were getting ready to leave and it was about to be time to say my final goodbye. We are only moving 12/13 hours away. However, I don't really think I'll be able to my girls much. Katie was the first one to come down. I'm really going to miss her. She has always been an expert on fashion and styles. I'm gonna miss being able to have her help me with my outfits.

"I'm going to miss you so much Zoebug! Remember, if you ever need fashion advice, I'm just a text away!" Katie said with tears brimming to the edge of her eyes while hugging me.

"I'm gonna miss you too, Katie Lee. I'm always just a text away if you need me." I said as tears began running down my face. Katie Lee was a nickname her boyfriend Ryan started and we all call her that now. This was alot harder than I thought it was going to be.

Next, Ally came down. I'm really going to miss her. She always had a way of cheering me up when I needed it. She never let me down.

"Wow, Ally. I'm going to miss you alot. You better keep everyone happy and show them your funny side. And if you and Aaron ever break up, I might have a broken heart. Y'all are just too cute!" Ally laughed while giving me a hug. "Hey! What about me and Ryan?!" Katie yelled while showing us a fake pout.

"Ahh, yes. How could I ever forget about the Kyan love birds? I will definetely have a broken heart if Kyan is ever not a thing." I came up with the couple name Kyan for Ryan and Katie. Ratie just didn't fit like Kyan did.

Last, but definetely not least was Emma. It was going to be hardest leaving her. She was my best friend. Closer to a sister than anything. We did everything together. Shopping, going through heartbreaks, going on dates, we even had every class together all throughout the years we've known eachother. She's tried her hardest keeping away all my demons, and I honestly don't know how I'm going to live without her near me. She came down the stairs and we looked eachother in the eyes for about 3 seconds. After that, we crashed into eachother, giving bone crushing hugs, and sobbing uncontrollably.

"Wh.. Wh.. What am I supposed to do without my best friend?" Emma struggled to say not letting me go. But I didn't mind. I didn't want to let go either.

"I don't really know to be honest with you. I don't know how I'm going to cope without you."

"I'm always going to be here for you. No matter what. Whether we are 5 minutes away or 13 hours away, I'll always be here. Just call or text me, and I'll be there. You'll always be my best friend." Emma said finally letting me go. I was really wishing this day would never come.

"Alright girls. It's time for you to go, we have to leave in a few." My mom interupted. I know she didn't want to do this to me. It was my dad's job. I understand, but it hurts so damn much. And that's when I lost it. I finally came to terms that I'm actually leaving all my friends, memories, and everything else that means so much to me. I'm finally leaving it all. I'm not gonna have any of my best friends around. Sure, I'll make new friends. But leaving Emma, Ally, and the rest of them who know me better than I know myself behind? They won't ever get to see me like they used to. I won't be here for them like I used to be. They won't get to see me finishing growing up, and finally over coming all my demons.
The girls left with one final hug and a goodbye. All of them had smeared make-up running down their faces and sad looks. Way to go Zoey, causing pain to more people.