you're the reason. a.i

Chapter 7.

Zoey's POV

It's a Thursday afternoon and luckily my parents aren't making me go to school. And tomorrow is also the day I leave. I haven't talked to Jonah since the incendent on Monday. I told my parents about it and they told me I didn't have to go to school if I didn't want to. It wouldn't make a difference. It ends in two days and I leave for a new school in two days.

I haven't slept since Monday either. My thoughts have been keeping me up at night while I just sit there and stare at the ceiling. Knowing I've caused pain to someone.. Who is.. Well, was my best friend kills me inside. How did I not ever realize he's had feelings for me? It's like ever since my ex boyfriend left me, I've been so blind sided. But on another note, this has been going on for a long time. Did my boyfriend really just blind me from alot of things like that? Everything is starting to make sense now.. The sweetness, always being there, wanting me to get over Jason so badly, it all makes sense now.
I really wish I could make Jonah happy. I really do. Most girls would kill to date him. He's beautiful, he's sweet, he's loyal, he's everything a girl would want. But I can't date someone I don't have feelings for.. I'm not and never will be that kind of person.

Tonight me and the girls are going to have a sleepover. I'm really excited about it too. We haven't had one in a few months so it'll be nice to catch up before I leave. They aren't going to school tomorrow so we can catch up and just have a nice time before I leave tomorrow. My parents and Gracie wont be here so me and the girls can have the house to ourselves.

And since I had the house to myself I decided to blast some music while I was cleaning the house, I cleaned up my room first. It look like a tornado hit it. There were clothes and shoes and papers everywhere. Then I cleaned up the bathrooms and the kitchen. While I was cleaning the kitchen, a familiar tune filled my ears with noise.. I knew that song VERY well.

*Flashback.*

It was a Sunday afternoon and I'm all by myself. Dark outside, cold, and little tiny snowflakes dancing their way down onto the ground. My family went out to have a family day, but I wasn't really feeling it today. I've been in my room mostly all day listening to music and thinking about my boyfriend. I really miss Jason. I haven't seen him in about two weeks. His family went to their hometown in Australia to visit their family and such. I'm happy he went to visit though, I know he's having a blast. He tried to stay here so he could be with me, but I convinced him to go. He missed his family alot and I wasn't going to be the reason he stayed back from seeing them.

I'm not really sure when they are suppose to come back though. It's winter break, so I don't think they'll be back for a while. Sitting here thinking about him, and not doing anything else really makes me wish I went to go with my family. Dont get me wrong, I love thinking about my boyfriend and having alone time. But I am unbelievable bored and music isn't satisfying my boredom. Normally, family days are fun. We go out to eat, go see a movie, or go to a park or shopping or just do something that we all like to do. I love spending time with my family, and it is alot of fun to have family days. I don't know, I just didn't feel like leaving the house on such a cold, snowy day.

Music was getting very boring so I decided I'd go into the living room and watch my favorite movie, The Notebook. I'm a huge sucker for romance movies. This one is sad, yes. But I can't help it. Just the way Noah treats Allie is incredible. It almost reminds me of how Jason treats me..
It was about halfway through the movie when I heard something outside. I wasn't really sure what the noise was at first so I decided I would ignore it and continure on with my movie. I couldn't put my finger on what thenoise sounded like. Minutes went by and I heard the noise again. Only this time, it was louder. The noise was going to drive me nuts if I didn't figure out what it is so I decided I would get dressed and go outside to see what the hell the noise was. I put on some leggings along with sweatpants over them, my winter books, a heavy jacket and a scarf and headed outside. At first, I couldn't see anything, because of the little snowflakes dancing around.
I walked down my stairs to see something I wasn't expecting to see at all. There he was, the first time I've seen him in two weeks. Jason has this great way of reading my mind.