It's been a while ever since I gifted her the chocolates and told her everything on my mind recently..
At first , Things seem to be going well recently, She would clap in my performances and not at the boy that likes her. I mean at first that seemed like a good thing but then again even though it's only a small improvement it's an improvement none the less.
Weeks and weeks have passed ever since what happened and currently things are going well but I feel myself uncertain of what I am supposed to do.
After many weeks have passed I noticed different things like being able to actually talk to her casually.
The things that I couldn't do in the past now I can do.
Everything was going well until one day , My friend Brendan sent me a message.
Brendan is one of the friends that I trust even though I've never met him in person, like I said we met in Dota.
The conversation of ours went on for a while , first it was all about how last night happened with him and then it started to get on about life.
The Conversation Went A Little Bit Like This
"Q Represents me and B represents him"
"there are people who want to die but ain't dumb enough to take their own life" Q
"sometimes i wished i'd get some sort of sickness just to get hospitalized and see who cares "-Q
" I know It's immature" -Q
"Brah, of course a lot of people show up, but looking at people who are there now where you're at your best or worst. They're the F**kers that care"-B
"Dude , I took 10$ worth of Sh*t from you , If I was some Ahole that didn't care I would have blocked you already"-B
"So what If you did? I still consider you a friend even though you did that"-Q
"It's been like what? 3 years, nigga. I went to manila to see ya. But damn, you were hung up on Kaye"-B
Oh I remember this , It was in the middle of the 1st grading where he invited me to skip class and just hang out with him but I declined because I wanted to preserve my perfect attendance and actually not miss anything in class. Specially math, hot damn.
"It was schooooooooool" - Q
"Bish I had a whole day planned , We was gon play laser tag" - B
"IT WAS SCHOOOOOL NIGGUUUUUUUUH"- Q
"Eat some snacks , score some chicks but nooooo you just wanted to be the good guyy" - B
"you do know you're talking to same guy who's been waiting for one girl for 3 years, even though there's no certainty, even though you know its gonna be wasted ,even though i know I'm just getting my fucking hopes up I'm still fucking waiting because my heart is that good" - Q
"Dude, I've been hung up on the same chick for almost 2 years but I get laid to keep off that stress"-B
"Exactly, you can keep your mind off of it, but how about me? What can I do?" - Q
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Longing For Love (Diff. Pov.)
RomanceThis is not the type of Romance that you would always see often. This isn't that butterfly in the stomach type of love.Only read if you've got nothing else to read, I don't expect this to intrigue you and make you want to read more like other storie...
