[A/N] A relatively short chapter just to get the story moving ;) also remembering this was painful so I hope you enjoy.
It's over... She and I have no chance.. And I honestly believe that I'm ready to accept that now.... After 3 years of patience and faith.
I guess I had my hopes up.
I've been doing a lot of thinking... Could it be that I'm focus on all the wrong things?
Could it be that I just never really saw what was what?
I
Need
To
Find
OutAnd I need to find out now... I'll just leave a message.
So I can find out in the morning or... whatever.
But really , what matters is that I find out... about everything.
I sit down on one of the chairs in the living room area of my apartment.
I look down on my hands ,
And within a few seconds close my eyes as well.
And when darkness was the only thing I can see , I start to see the past
~Flashback To The Gifting Of Chocolates~
3rd Person P.O.V.The Room is empty, Quiet and the only people inside the Classroom was Kaye and Quas.
Quas slowly approached Kaye.
He held his gift of chocolates while he puts his hand on his chest.
"I-I couldn't get any sleep last night, I didn't t-tell anyone because uhm.. I didn't want them to know." Says Quas with nervousness in his voice.
"The real reason was because I didn't want to mess this up like I messed up last time."
"You've made me the happiest person that I have ever been my whole life, And I know that I can't right now but someday I want to be able to make you feel the same happiness that you made me feel." Quas says Kaye while trying to hold back tears.With every word he speaks the harder it is.
"A-all I can offer you right now are these gifts, And I hope that these will be able to make you happy... even for a-a little while"Kaye puts a tissue on her eye, Quas uncertain of what she did just didn't say a word about it.
Kaye then motioned a kick towards Quas. The Kick barely had any strength in it, which Quas thought of as a joke.
To break the silence Kaye then said to Quas with a smile
"Come on now, Let's head upstairs or we'll be late"~End Of Flashback~
I open my eyes once more and I see it.
Kaye Tamine Is Now Active"Hey, I wanted to ask , and you can be as real with me as you want, don't hold back please."
I followed it up with
"Do I really have a chance with you?" I closed my eyes, Tapped send and started to hope for the best."Hey, look. I'm sorry but no. I don't really want to be in a relationship right now. Not even my other suitor has a chance. I just really don't want to anymore , I've learned my lesson with Allen."
"Would I have a chance in the future?
and thank you for telling me the truth." Please... Tell me that I do. Please.."Maybe in the future, but not now." She Replies
It's not looking good but It's the best I can do. I'll wait. I've waited 3 years already I can keep going. She's worth all the time in the world and I'll be willing to be able to give my all for her. I'll not fall for any other woman than her. I don't think I can anyways."Then I'll still be here, I understand what happened between you and you know who."
I want you to know that no matter how long I have to wait, No matter how hard the decisions I have to take. I'll always choose you... You're so worth it.
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