Longing For Love (Diff. Pov.)

The Execution Of The Plan

The Valentines Day is just around the corner. I've got another day till Valentines and the  gift of mine is ready, all i have to do now is just give her the card and the chocolates.

Beep! Beep! Beep!

Uh... Happy valentines day, lets do this! But before I go I should Write that poem. err Poems.
I took out a piece of paper, sat down on the chair in the kitchen and started writing on my draft.
It's still too early in the morning I should get something to eat.

I check on the fridge and to my surprise. It's empty.... that's...... weird... I often eat outside so my food shouldn't deteriorate this fast. Im too lazy to go out and buy food so i'll just eat at school.
I sit back down to my chair and pick up the piece of paper.

"hhHHAAA, I can't think of anything.." I start fidgeting my pen in frustration.

"Aha! I got it!"

"Dear lady of the castle,

Dear lady of the castle,
Don't think that I am one of the cattle,
For my love for you leaves snakes unrattled,
With the burning passion in my heart, 
I hope you find a way to appreciate my little art. "

Uhm... Is this good? I don't know..... Feels a little rushed...I'll use it. I mean it's not that hard to understand I think.
"Not one of the cattle" Im different than everyone.
"My love for you nananana snakes unrattled" Is how passionate it is, calm or peaceful... I dunno, I might just leave it for her to interpret it.

I'll write this poem at the front of the waterfall. Hope she doesn't mind the bad handwriting. Oh god! I just realized that my handwriting is terrible. How is she supposed to like the things that are written if she can't even understand any of it?
Oh man, I'll just try to make everything as good as possible.  Though it won't be much help but atleast there's the little hope of effort within it.

After writing the Poem on a colored paper, I proceeded to cut it into a mini heart, one that fits the heart that it's gonna be placed on, and then I glued it together, very gently and lightly so that it won't look wet or watery.

After packing the gift I placed it on a paper bag along with the chocolates that I can afford, "Toblerone",

I then get bathed and ready for school. Afterwards I rush towards school and get into my classroom, Not until then had I realized that I forgot to buy flowers..... How could I forget about flowers!!

I went ahead and asked one of my friends from the squad to pick me up some flowers,  roses would be even better.

By the time he got to our classroom he had the flowers that I requested.

"Thanks Drae! I really needed these!" I said to him very happily.

alright now all I need is for her to be here.
And speak of the devil.

She walks through the door at the front, and I once again, I was paralyzed by her beauty. 
She was always blooming in my heart, her hair looking amazing as ever. And when she looked at me , we both made eye contact and then.... she smiled. I could feel my heart running about inside , I didn't know what to do. Only thing I knew was I had to take action.

I know that it's not gonna be easy, I know that its gonna be extremely difficult considering the type of guys that she's into. But nothing is easy in this world. I gotta keep in mind that if there's something that I want but I've never had then I must be prepared to do some things that I've never done. No matter how socially awkward I am I will pull through this.

After looking at her for a few minutes I realize that I had been staring too long and now she's in with her group of friends. I really would prefer it if I could talk to her on my own, like a serious conversation... I want her to know my feelings... Everything.

I was ready to take action but I never thought about her friends so Im just gonna wait it out for a few moments till she leaves them, I mean there's no way they're gonna keep talking forever right?

I sit down by my chair , patiently waiting for her to leave her group of friends so I can ask her to talk , just the two of us.
Moments turned into minutes and minutes turned into half an hour and then she left ,  as she left her group of friends I stood up from my sit and started making my way towards and then when I was close I called out to her " Uhm hey, c-can i ask you something?"

"Oh sure, what is it?" She replied

 I asked her the question while trying not to stutter , the nervous wreck can be heard in my voice as I try to speak to her and then when I finally got her attention her friend called out to her
"Hey Kaye! Let's go downstairs together to the canteen," 
"Sure , Be right with you in a sec"
She faces me again
" Sorry what was that?" she asks me

"uhm... ahh nevermind I just remembered it , thanks for your time anyway" WHAT THE F-
Why did I say that... I know that i don't want to be a burden but the oppurtunity was right there. I got the chance and I blew it mannnn. How could I?! I don't know what im gonna do next.. Do i try again? what am i talking about of course I will! Every failure is a practice for my following victory so it's ok that I couldn't do this. 

I turn my head around see her exiting the classroom with her friends. 

Well there goes the valentines day plan.
I tried executing the plan and I failed myself... Guess I literally executed it huh.. well shit.