Lowkey cried watching Cleo accept Jahs BET award last night. I would do anything for him to be alive. I miss his goofy ass so much. He will never be forgotten. I love you Jah
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"I got no heart I'm a manikin" played through my phone speaker as I did my makeup. Im slightly bored so I decided to do my makeup because why not? I just gotta put on some highlighter and some lip gloss and we good.
"Yo!" I heard coming from my room. I looked over to see Isaiah walking through my room to my bathroom. "This song fire right?" He asked and sat on the bathroom counter. I nodded and smiled. "You going somewhere?" He asked me.
"Nah. I got bored" I told him. I put one the rest of my makeup and grabbed my phone.
"I wanna do something fun tonight" he whined and hoped off the counter as I turned the bathroom light off.
"Yeah same here. We gotta think of something" I said as slid on my red Air Jordan's 11. I just got these baby's a few days ago. I'm wearing leggings and a red tshirt.
"Maybe we can go somewhere tonight. Hold up ima go ask the boys what they wanna do" he said and started to walk out of my room.
"I'm coming with" I said as I followed him out. "They better wanna do something" we started walking down the stairs.
"Deadass-" he got cut off my the door bell ringing.
"I'll get it" I said and rushed over to the door. Who would be here? I opened it and instantly regretted it. I knew who she was right away. I remember her. She's someone I never thought I'd see again. I fake smiled at her.
"Hi. Geneva right?" I asked and stepped aside letting her walk in. Why the fuck she here? Ima be nice to her though because I'm too happy to be fighting a bitch right now. Unless she starts trying to be with Jahseh then we gon have a problem.
"Yeah. What's your name?" She asked with a smile. I kept my fake smile and wanted to tell her it's none of her business, but I just shut the front door and faced her.
"Anastasia" I told her. She don't get to say Stas.
"Is Jahseh home?" She asked. I wish he wasn't now. I nodded.
"Yeah ill get him" I said quietly and walked to the back door. I saw Jahseh out there with Isaiah, Stokeley, Coolie, and Gabe. I slid the door open making them all look at me. "Geneva's here for you, Jahseh" I told him with a straight face. They all looked over at Jah with eyes wide. He stood up and nodded.
"Oh what the fuck?" Stokeley says quietly. I moved over to give Jah space to walk in.
"It's not like that" He said to me quietly then continued to walk to Geneva. I just stood at the back door and watched as she smiled widely and wrapped her arms around him. I rolled my eyes and walked outside shutting the door behind me.
"You good?" Isaiah asked me. I fake laughed.
"Oh I'm great" I said sarcastically and sat where Jahseh was sitting before.
"Jahseh ain't gon be later after Stas gets a hold of him" Stokeley said causing them all to laugh. I just stared at the ground. Why would she be here? I thought he wanted nothing to do with her.
"Ion why she's here. I thought they haven't talked in a while" Coolie said. I looked up at them and shook my head.
"I don't know man. I don't fucking care" I said quietly and took out my phone.
"Yes you do" I heard Stokeley say.
"I'd be annoyed too, Stas" Isaiah said to me. I just shrugged and stayed looking at my phone. I went to my text with Faith to tell her about this bullshit.
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Me: guess who's here
Me: actually you prob won't be able to guess
Me: but ugh
Faith: oh no who??
Me: jahs ex...
Faith: wtf why is she there
Me: I have no clue girl
Me: I'm so pissed at him oh my lord
Faith: i would be too. that's fucking wack
Faith: Ight so what boy we inviting to your house?
Me: LMAO chilllllll I ain't gon be petty like that. im just gonna ignore him or just not do
anything with him
Me: if he wants to see his ex then he can't be with me bc I don't play with that
Me: Ik how that be so I'm done
Me: he be taking to me the other night how he never wants to see me sad and we was talking about deep shit , now this ????
Faith: oooohhh he better watch out from you
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"Boys" I said looking up at them. They all looked over at me. "Let's have people over" I told him. They all smiled and agreed.
"Oh I'm down for that" Stokeley agreed and grabbed his phone from his pocket.
"Ima hit a few people up" Isaiah said getting on his phone too.
"Ima put this in our group chat" Coolie said while on his phone. I smiled then felt my phone buzz.
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CoolieCut: YALL BETTER BE FREE TONIGHT
StokeleyPokeley: y'all coming here to get fucked up
Me: bring weed too😩🤤
CraigXen: oooohhhh you know I'll be there , can I bring my boy Kyle? Idk if y'all know him
Bestie: yeah bring the nigga he chill
Trunks: AYEEE Ima be home in 30
Bhris: ima be there yuh
Trippie‼️: oh word see y'all soon
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Me: Faith we having people over tonight , you better be here 😩
Faith: of coursseeee
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Me: come over later we having some people here
Lil Skies My Ki: doppeeeee Ima Be there
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I put my phone down and smiled at the guys. Tonight about to be real fun. I could get drunk or get high or both and forget Jahsehs bitch ass ex is here.
"You better stay calm tonight" Stokeley said jokingly to me. I giggled and shook my head.
"Hell nah. I'm having fun. We gon be taking care of each other's drunk asses" I said making us both laugh. He shook his head.
"This gon be wild"
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FanfictionAfter running away from her parents house, her friend Stokeley says she can stay with him and his friends till she can find a place to live on her own. She meets his friends and instantly connects with one of them. RIP Jahseh ❤️ Highest Rankings: #...
