Starting New - Xxxtentacion

Chapter 39 - My Perception

Father: you better come home soon

Me: I been gone for a while, now you want me back home?
Me: no

Father: I figured you were fine since you are 18 and with friends, but I looked up the criminal records of those boys. You better get the fuck out that house Anastasia before you get dragged into something terrible and they do something terrible to you

Me: why are you doing this? They wouldn't hurt me

Father: You don't know that. Can we please talk in person? Can you come home or we can meet somewhere

Me: ill be there soon
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So I guess I'm meeting up with my father. I don't even have a car. I think I can buy one soon though because I been saving my money for a long ass time. I walked back inside from sitting in the backyard and saw Jahseh, Trunks, Craig, Gabe, and Stokeley chilling in the living room.

"Hey can someone drive me somewhere?" I asked and looked at Jahseh. Hopefully he says he will. He nodded while looking back at me.

"I got you. Let me just go get my keys" he said then walked down the hall way.

"Where you going?" Stokeley asked me.

"My parents house" I told him and he looked at me confused. "My dad says he needs to talk to me about something" I said. I wasn't going to tell him why my father wanted to talk to me. I barely know why, but I know it has something to do with the guys.

"That's weird" he mumbled and I smiled.

"Yeah I know" I said back then saw Jahseh walking back to us.

"Ight let's go"

"Bye guys" I said to everyone then followed Jahseh out the door. "Thank you" I told me as we walked to his car.

"You know I always got you" He said back. "So where am I taking you?" He asked as we got in the car.

"My parents house" I told him as I looked down at my hands. I felt his stare on me so I looked up at him.

"Oh why?" He asked confused and started to drive, leaving the driveway.

"My dad says he needs to talk to me" I told him. He nodded and I looked ahead at the road. I connect my phone to the Bluetooth and started to play Jahsehs album, '17'.

It's amazing and it might calm me down because I'm nervous to hear what my dad will say about the boys. I know I won't be happy. I love these boys. I heard Jah chuckle.

"You like the album?" He asked. I looked at him as he drove and smiled.

"Of course. It's the best album I heard all year" I said making him laugh. He looked over at me quickly before looking back at the road.

"I wouldn't go that far, Ta"

"No I'm being serious Jahseh. It's really good" I told him.

"Thank you. I appreciate that" he said back and I looked out the window again. "Wait till you hear the album I'm almost done with. I want to put it out as soon as I'm done with it. I think I may just put a question mark as the title. But I'm very proud of the songs I put on there" he explained to me. I smiled again. I love how music is his passion and how much he puts into it. It makes him happy.

"Have I heard any of them?" I asked.

"Yes. I played the Spanish song for you a while ago. It's got a few features on it. It's called I Don't Even Speak Spanish Lol" he told me making me laugh quietly. "You heard Hope, Sad, Moonlight, and I think Numb. Oh and you heard the remedy for a broken heart" he told me.