finessed | jinsoo (discontinued)

AUTHOR'S NOTE

A U T H O R ' S N O T E
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A N  E X P L A N A T I O N

If I'm lucky enough, some of you might actually bother to read this note. I just wanted to address a few concerns of mine. It's not that deep, I understand. I personally would never want to let the lines between my writings and my personal life blur together. They're both two separate entities and I never intend to mix the both of them together, but to address why I've been updating irregularly as compared to other fanfictions,

1. I'm busy. I just entered a new tertiary institute last April and I'm still trying to adjust and get the hang of things.

2. I'm having a serious case of writer's block. As some of you might know, a writer's block can last up to years. I'm trying my hardest to write well for you guys: correcting my grammar, using a wide range of vocabulary and proper sentence structures. And especially since I'm a person who's personally a perfectionist, I can't bear to see my writings sound ludicrous and really cringeworthy when I read it back again.

3. I hate typing this out in the open because of the number of times this disorder has been used as an excuse for many people, but I'm suffering because of it. I'm not going to be mentioning which type it is. Just know that it has been six years and I've not recovered myself from it. Life is difficult.

4. I'm working part-time at a bakery. So, my weekdays are filled with school schedules and on the weekends, I work. Not only do I balance the stress from school and work, but I have several family issues going on right now, and a bad case of an identity crisis :'D

5. I kind of have been losing interest in Blackbangtan as of late. I'm sorry. I started planning this book out in early 2017, and at that time videos of their reactions of each other was such a hit amongst the community, and my feels were simply a mess. Now that I've been busy with my life, I find it difficult to get emotionally invested in shipping (I still do and will continue to stalk lizkook fan pages every now and then on Instagram whenever I'm in dire need of entertainment).

I still think both groups would look good and sound amazing together, no doubt. I just wished that they would actually be close friends in real life. Right now, my main focus is Blackpink. One thing I never got around to tell you guys is that I'm more of a blink than I am a part of army. Even though I love and respect both groups to death, Blackpink will always come first for me.

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U P D A T E S

1. I'm currently halfway through writing Chapter Fifteen. It might be up sometime this week or next week. I'm also currently writing a Halloween special for October, and there will likely be three parts to it, but the first part will only be posted once Chapter Fifteen is up on Wattpad.

2. My other book, Conundrum / Liskook will be on hold for a while until I've finished what needs to be done for Finessed / Jinsoo.

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I N T E R A C T I O N

With that addressed, I really want to thank you guys for getting this book to 12k. I've been on Wattpad since its black-colored background days, more than six years now and the thought that there's actually people out there anticipating for more is really mind blowing to me. So really, thank you so much, I seriously appreciate it.

And I know I'm not really active with my readers, so I'd like to use this author's note to ask you guys several questions.

1. How old are you guys? I'm really curious. I turned 17 about 4 months ago.

2. Where are you from? I know I asked it before, but that was a long time ago.

3. Which group did you stanned first? BP or BTS?

4. Who is your ult ship? Personally, mine is liskook #exposed

5. Other than kpop, what genre do you listen to? And who? I listen to a lot of indie and lo-fi. I really like Beach House, Joji, The Black Suns, Mac Demarco and Bryson Tiller. The only kpop I listen to is Blackpink and BTS.

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F E E D B A C K

I don't know if I emphasize this enough, but I really need feedback. Constructive criticism would be really good. I began putting up chapters on this site because I wanted to improve on my writing skills. So, I would really appreciate it if you guys take a minute or 2 to write just 1 to 2 sentences for me.

Also, I want you guys to tell me what you want for this book. Do you want to be up for a surprise and leave me to write to my heart's content or is it better if I took all of your suggestions into account and create totally different plot? That'd be interesting too!

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